Chapter 4

Ophelia

The world had gone perfectly still.

His lips were warm, and my heart was so loud I could feel it in my throat —

"Your Highness! The banquet is about to begin!"

A woman's voice, sharp and close, cut through the moment like a blade.

I pulled back from Alric so quickly I nearly stumbled, my face blazing.

A handmaiden was hurrying toward us along the garden path--and then she registered the scene, faltered, and dropped her gaze to the ground.

Alric's reaction was nothing like embarrassment.

In one smooth motion he drew me behind him, putting himself between me and the intruder, and when I looked at his face, his expression had gone very cold.

"Is this how your father runs things?" His voice was quiet, which somehow made it worse. "His staff enters without being called. Without your permission."

The shame arrived before I could stop it--that old, reflexive flush of it.

Because he was right. I had never had privacy. Not a room that was truly mine, not a moment that wasn't observed and reported.

Even the garden, which I had thought of as the one place I could breathe, apparently had its sentinels.

I looked down. "I'm sorry. I —"

"Don't." He turned back to me, and his hand came up to touch my face--gently, with a care that made the apology feel absurd.

"This isn't yours to apologize for." His thumb traced briefly along my cheekbone. "And it won't always be this way."

That promise--so simply stated, as though it were already a fact--hit me somewhere unguarded.

He offered me his arm. I hesitated for only a moment before placing my hand in the crook of it.

And this time, walking back toward the hall, I didn't lower my eyes.

The great hall had transformed in our absence.

The tension that had nearly ignited into bloodshed was still present, but it had been tamped down into something manageable--rearranged around a long table set with food and candlelight and the careful performance of civility.

Alric's men occupied the seats of honor, their postures unchanged, their weapons still at their sides, but the hair-trigger quality of before had dulled.

Something had settled in my chest as well. A kind of steadiness I didn't quite recognize.

I walked to the main table with my hand on Alric's arm, and I didn't shuffle or shrink.

I held my head up. I took my seat.

Across the table, my father and stepmother exchanged a look of quiet satisfaction.

This is exactly what they wanted, I thought, watching them. The prize secured, the alliance sealed, their machinations concluded successfully.

"A toast!" My father rose from his chair, beaming, lifting his glass and moving toward us with the expansive warmth he produced on occasions that required an audience. "To this wonderful union —"

Alric raised one hand.

"That won't be necessary." He didn't raise his voice. He never seemed to need to. "We'll be leaving shortly. It wouldn't be appropriate to drink before a journey."

My father stopped mid-step.

The glass lowered, slowly.

"Leaving." He repeated the word as though testing it. "Tonight? But--the wedding preparations alone will take weeks, and there are ceremonies, traditions, the proper—"

"None of that is required." Alric's tone was pleasant and entirely immovable. This was not a negotiation he was opening. It was a conclusion he was delivering.

The hall went very quiet.

I could feel everyone holding their breath--guests, courtiers, staff--all of them acutely aware that the atmosphere could tip in any direction.

My father's expression cycled through shock, then calculation, then fury, all of it compressed behind a jaw he was very carefully keeping clenched.

His eyes found mine, and the look in them was one I knew intimately.

Accusation. Warning. The promise of consequences.

The trembling started before I could stop it.

Twenty years of that look had built pathways in me that bypassed thought entirely. The fear was automatic, physical, deeply familiar.

But then--warmth. Alric's hand closed over mine on the table.

It didn't solve anything. It didn't make my father less dangerous or the situation less fraught.

But it was an anchor, and I held onto it, and I managed--somehow--not to fold.

"My lord." My stepmother rose smoothly, moving to fill the breach with the diplomatic fluency that was her particular talent. "Your eagerness is truly a compliment to our daughter. We're so pleased she has found such an admirer."

She glided toward us, her smile a masterwork of practiced warmth.

"But surely you understand--a father watching his only daughter leave home. Some time for a proper farewell is only natural."

"That won't be necessary either," Alric said.

My father changed tactics. I watched it happen--the architecture of his expression shifting, the imperious patriarch dissolving into something softer and more calculated.

He was good at this. I had watched him work a room my entire life.

"Lord Alric." His voice came out roughened, thick with what might, to a stranger, have sounded like genuine emotion. "Please. Try to understand what this is for a father."

He pressed a hand to his chest.

"Ophelia has been my daughter for twenty years. Twenty years. And now, just like that--without even a proper ceremony —"

He paused. When he blinked, there were tears in his eyes.

"Just a few minutes alone with her. To say goodbye. Surely you can allow us that."

I stared at him.

The performance was immaculate. Around the table, I could see guests shifting, sympathy crossing their faces, eyes moving to Alric to see how a reasonable man would respond.

My father had never once, in twenty years, treated me as his daughter rather than his asset.

And here he stood, weeping.

But I understood the trap he'd set. If Alric refused, the room would see a man tearing a daughter from her grieving father's arms. The story would follow us.

I didn't want that story told about him.

"Alric." I turned toward him and kept my voice low. "Let me speak with him. Just a few minutes."

His brow drew together. "I don't think that's a good idea."

"I know." I held his gaze, and I held his hand. "But I don't want you misread by people who don't know you. And —" I paused. "I have things I want to say to him. Things I should have said a long time ago."

That part was entirely true.

Twenty years of truth, actually, that I had never been permitted to speak aloud.

I watched something move through Alric's expression--reluctance, assessment, and then a slow, careful trust extended in my direction.

He didn't like it.

But he was going to let me choose.