This Time Has To Be Different.
Spades – Point of View
“I’m sorry, Spades.” He murmured as I walked to the door.
I scoffed, my fists clenched, “Fuck you, Ace. And, when you crawl back to me, I’ll shatter your kneecap.”
Violence swirled in me. Annihilation simmered in me, but most of all, hurt filled me to the brim, spilling int...
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Chapters
1. The Prince and The Tramp.
2. Ace of Spades.
3. My Little Shoe Shiner.
4. The Wedges of Sin.
5. A Losing Game.
6. I’ll FIND YOU EVERY TIME.
7. I Was Being Haunted.
8. Let Me Let You Go.
9. STUCK ON ME.
10. The Beginning Of The End.
11. Never Really Truly Gone.
12. To New Beginnings.
13. The Madness Within.
14. Don’t Hurt Her.
15. You Can’t Hide Forever.
16. What Do You Mean To Each Other?
17. Purely Performative.
18. The Enforcer.
19. A Soldier, Not A Son.
20. What Is Meant For You.
21. Your Virtue Disgusts Me.
22. Mine To Hurt.
23. How Domestic.
24. Don't Flirt With Me.
25. PULL THE LEASH AROUND HIS NECK.
26. You Will Get Your War.
27. A Good Fucking Soldier.
28. Are You Lonely?
29. History Repeating Itself.
30. No Other Alternative.
31. The Insanity I Was Born With.
32. I’ll Buy You Flowers.
33. You Are Never Leaving Me.
34. The Best And Worst Thing To Ever Happen To Me.
35. Morality.
36. Narcissist.
37. A Revolution.
38. Heirs.
39. I Want You To Love Me.
40. How Long Have You Two Being Dating.
41. A Marriage Between The La Cosa Nostra And The Bratva.
42. You Need To Stay Away From Ace.
43. You Will Die.
44. Doomed From The Start.
45. The Loss Of His Life.
46. Valentina Russo - The Queen Of La Cosa Nostra.
47. I Was Haunted.
48. We Are In Love With Each Other.
49. A Man Half In Love With Another.
50. Just As Wrecked.
51. He Is Married To Me.
52. I Will Have Him Killed.
53. Cateleya And Spades.
54. STEAL YOUR GIRL.
55. The Madness Within.
56. Risk It All.
57. Fuck The Truce.
58. He Won’t Let You Go.
59. Done.
60. Crowded Room.
61. There Is No Me Without Him.
62. Done. Truly.
63. Eat My Cake And Have It Too.
64. You Are Nothing.
65. WHY IS HE ALL OVER ME.
66. Focus On Me, Baby.
67. I’ll Kill Anyone For You, Baby.
68. We Are You.
69. I Need My Fix.
70. Perfectly Insane, And Perfectly Made For Each Other.
71. Like Home.
72. All Yours.
73. Vicious Circle.
74. Ready.
75. Ambush.
76. History.
77. An Accent.
78. The Mission.
79. Your Love Will Set Our World On Fire.
80. Second Choice.
81. The Lack of Us.
82. Parts of you.
83. Forever.
84. A leap of fate.
85. Diversion.
86. A Wife For My Boyfriend.
87. The Death Of Love Is Duty.
88. Not So Simple Afterall.
89. Sixty Seconds.
90. This Can't Be The End.
91. Crawling Back To You.
92. For You, I’ll Bleed Myself Dry.
93. I Came Here For You.
94. The Family.
95. The Elephant.
96. My Heart, My Soul.
97. Patroclus And Achilles.
98. Being Safe. ‘Wink’
99. A Friend From The Past.
100. Old Times Sake.
101. Lost In The Past.
102. A Win-win.
103. The Traps.
104. Falling Into Your Own Trap.
105. Making Pawns Of Us.
106. Better Memories.
107. Setting The Mood.
108. Love Me.
109. The Reality Of Our Love.
110. The Torn Veil.
111. The Beginning Of The End.
112. A Means To An End.
113. I’ll Jump Into The Fire With You.
114. I Loved Him So Much.
115. Justified In My Insanity.
116. Your Father Will Hate What You Have Become.
117. New Era.
118. Get A Surrogate Or Something.
119. Paper Rings.
120. Making Love To My Boyfriend.
121. Last Star In The Sky Burnt Out Into Oblivion.
122. Hell Is Empty.
123. All The Devils Are Here.
124. He Would Leave Me.
125. A Beautiful Day.
126. Such A Good Boy.
127. War Determines Who Remains.
128. I Don’t Know Where To Put All The Love.
129. Too Many Ghosts.
130. A Beautiful Sub.
131. I Was The Poison He Was Willing To Drink.
132. A Five-Year-Old Boy.
133. Blood On Your Hands.
134. And There Was Nothing.
135. Stay With Me.
136. We Are Starting To Decay.
137. This Time Has To Be Different.
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