Chapter 1: Alone in the City
They say New York is the city that never sleeps. But at 3:17 a.m., even the sirens were quiet.
Camille sat by the window, curled up in a blanket, watching snow fall like ash under the orange glow of a streetlamp. Her tea had gone cold. Again. She hadn’t taken a sip since midnight. Not since that stupid dating app told her, for the fourth night in a row, “No new matches nearby. Try expanding your radius.”
“Yeah,” she muttered. “Why not just match me with a man on Mars at this point?”
The app stayed silent. Like everything else.
She sighed, tossing her phone on the couch beside her and pressing her forehead against the cold glass. Below, a cab splashed through a slush puddle and kept driving, its taillights fading like hope.
She hadn’t spoken to another human being all day. Well—other than the barista who called her name with a mechanical smile that didn't reach his eyes. And Lena, who texted at 10 p.m.: u good? don’t ghost me again, i swear. Camille never answered. Not because she didn’t want to. But because she didn’t know how to say, “I’m not good. I don’t remember how to be.”
“Camille?” Her mother’s voice echoed in her memory, soft and warm.
Camille closed her eyes. “I’m fine, Mom,” she whispered to no one. “Just tired.”
It had been eight months since her mom died. Breast cancer. A slow, cruel goodbye that hollowed out her home and her heart. Since then, everything felt faded. Muted. Her job at the publishing house. Her apartment. The books she once loved. The men she tried to date.
Especially the men.
First there was Adrian. Too charming, too fast. Then Mark, who disappeared after three dates. Then Ethan, who still texted “u up?” at 2 a.m. like a sad echo.
And through it all, Camille had smiled, nodded, tried. But nothing stuck. No one stayed.
She rubbed her arms, suddenly cold.
She missed warmth. Not the kind from blankets or heaters. The kind that came from being seen. Heard. Held.
She used to believe in love. Not the fairytale kind, but the slow kind. The kind you built over time. Like her parents had. Her father was gone too, long before her mother. But the way he used to look at her mom? Like she was a miracle.
Camille had never been anyone’s miracle. Not yet.
The next morning, her alarm rang at 7:00 sharp. She slapped it off and stared at the ceiling.
Another day of smiling at manuscripts, dodging awkward coworker questions, and pretending she was okay.
At 8:00, she was on the subway. Elbow to elbow with strangers, each lost in their own earbuds and dead eyes. At 8:42, she walked into the office.
By 12:00, she’d finished editing three chapters of a cozy mystery about a psychic cat.
By 3:00, she was back in her apartment, curled under the same blanket.
And by 5:00, she’d convinced herself to go outside. Just for a walk. Just to feel something.
The café on 9th and Ridge was her usual haunt. It had soft lighting, strong coffee, and a chalkboard menu that hadn’t changed since 2017. She liked the barista. He didn’t ask questions.
She slid into a corner booth with her latte and journal, trying to look like she belonged. Like she wasn’t just there because she didn’t want to cry in her apartment again.
That’s when it happened.
The bell over the door jingled, and someone walked in—coat dusted with snow, black gloves in one hand, a book tucked under the other arm.
Camille didn’t look up. Not right away.
She just heard the barista say, “Haven’t seen you in a while, man.”
And the man say, “Yeah. Needed some peace.”
His voice was low. Smooth. The kind that makes you want to lean in without knowing why.
He walked past her. Their eyes met.
Just for a second.
But it landed like a thunderclap.
He didn’t smile. Not exactly. Just a little curve of his lips. A flicker of awareness.
He sat down two tables away. Ordered a black coffee. Pulled out his book and started reading.
Camille stared at her journal, blank page glaring at her. Her pen hovered. Her heart beat faster than it should’ve.
She told herself not to look again. That it didn’t mean anything. Just a man. Just coffee.
But when she did glance back, she found him looking at her.
He didn’t look away.
“Do I know you?” he asked.
His voice was warm. Curious. Not pushy.
Camille blinked. “I… I don’t think so.”
“You looked familiar,” he said. “Like someone I used to know. That’s a compliment, by the way.”
She laughed before she meant to. “I’ll take it.”
He smiled, full this time. And God help her, it was devastating.
“I’m Daniel,” he said, offering his hand.
“Camille.”
He didn’t let go too quickly. “Pretty name. Classic.”
“Thanks.”
They stared at each other again. The kind of silence that buzzes.
“Sorry,” she said, flustered. “I’m just—uh—writing.”
“Oh? Are you a writer?”
She shook her head. “I work in publishing. I edit other people’s words. I just journal when I’m pretending I have something to say.”
He chuckled. “Well, I hope you write about this moment. You never know, could be the start of something.”
Camille raised a brow. “Smooth.”
He winked. “I try.”
They talked for twenty minutes. About books. Coffee. The snowstorm coming in next week. Nothing important, and yet, everything felt important.
His laugh was easy. His gaze intense. He asked questions and actually listened.
When he stood to leave, he pulled a pen from his coat pocket, scribbled something on a napkin, and slid it to her.
“My number,” he said. “In case you want to finish the conversation sometime.”
Camille took the napkin like it was made of gold.
He left with the same quiet calm he came in with.
She stared at the number for a long time.
Then wrote just three words in her journal:
He saw me.
And for the first time in months, she smiled for real.
But outside, the snow kept falling.
Soft.
Silent.
And somewhere in that gentle white haze, a shadow passed the window. Watching. Waiting.
