Chapter 135 I need to stop thinking about her
Rowan's POV
I pressed the barbell upward, the familiar burn spreading through my shoulders. I locked my elbows before lowering it again.
Sweat rolled down my temples, dripping onto the bench beneath me.
Usually, working out helped me clear my mind. But for the past week, it hadn't helped at all....
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 The Humiliation
2. Chapter 2 His gaze
3. Chapter 3 Changing the narrative
4. Chapter 4 He played along
5. Chapter 5 Used
6. Chapter 6 Daddy issues
7. Chapter 7 The proposal
8. Chapter 8 Zayne Hayes
9. Chapter 9 Overheated reaction
10. Chapter 10 Lost position
11. Chapter 11 Counselling session
12. Chapter 12 Deal
13. Chapter 13 Rules
14. Chapter 14 First public show
15. Chapter 15 Another girl
16. Chapter 16 Ride with me
17. Chapter 17 Let the game begin
18. Chapter 18 Arabella
19. Chapter 19 The things he knows
20. Chapter 20 Messy + Perfect
21. Chapter 21 First time for everything
22. Chapter 22 A love letter
23. Chapter 23 Wild side
24. Chapter 24 Uninterested
25. Chapter 25 Hallway surprise
26. Chapter 26 Bonding
27. Chapter 27 Beneath the rain
28. Chapter 28 You're changing
29. Chapter 29 Let's have tea
30. Chapter 30 Against Valeria
31. Chapter 31 The ambush
32. Chapter 32 Drowning
33. Chapter 33 Saved
34. Chapter 34 Counter report
35. Chapter 35 Breakdown
36. Chapter 36 Disciplinary action
37. Chapter 37 If only
38. Chapter 38 Threatened
39. Chapter 39 Home doesn't feel like home
40. Chapter 40 Through my window
41. Chapter 41 Rooftop
42. Chapter 42 Almost moment
43. Chapter 43 After effect
44. Chapter 44 New version
45. Chapter 45 Mine alone
46. Chapter 46 Reclaiming what's mine
47. Chapter 47 Reclaiming what's mine 2
48. Chapter 48 Power couple
49. Chapter 49 She already did
50. Chapter 50 Control
51. Chapter 51 For you
52. Chapter 52 Feel good
53. Chapter 53 Do you love her?
54. Chapter 54 Check-in
55. Chapter 55 Back upstairs
56. Chapter 56 Vincent, the tour gude
57. Chapter 57 Vincent Whitmore
58. Chapter 58 Telling her story
59. Chapter 59 You're beautiful
60. Chapter 60 Flirting and Almost-kiss
61. Chapter 61 Blackmail
62. Chapter 62 Interest
63. Chapter 63 Against Scarlett
64. Chapter 64 Beach-style volley
65. Chapter 65 Trust me. You'll be fine
66. Chapter 66 Something to keep him awake all night
67. Chapter 67 Flashing Memories
68. Chapter 68 I cannot be your rebound
69. Chapter 69 Introducing Rowan Ashford
70. Chapter 70 Jealousy
71. Chapter 71 Worst mistake
72. Chapter 72 Cara Mia
73. Chapter 73 Attractive magnet
74. Chapter 74 Tense air
75. Chapter 75 Running for vice president
76. Chapter 76 Arrogant Rowan
77. Chapter 77 This is not the moment
78. Chapter 78 Who leaked it?
79. Chapter 79 Chloe's revenge
80. Chapter 80 Feral jealousy
81. Chapter 81 Eighty one
82. Chapter 82 Avoided?
83. Chapter 83 I love you
84. Chapter 84 He meant every letter
85. Chapter 85 Tattooed and claimed
86. Chapter 86 You love him
87. Chapter 87 Claimed in front of the whole school
88. Chapter 88 No deal
89. Chapter 89 Team Zayleria
90. Chapter 90 The anticipated "talk"
91. Chapter 91 The fight
92. Chapter 92 Who's next?
93. Chapter 93 Riding lessons
94. Chapter 94 When we first met
95. Chapter 95 Forgiving Mom
96. Chapter 96 Mother's plot
97. Chapter 97 Please don't tell Bella
98. Chapter 98 Birthday preparations
99. Chapter 99 Not what I expected
100. Chapter 100 Meeting the Ashfords
101. Chapter 101 We changed the plan
102. Chapter 102 Speechless
103. Chapter 103 Until I Found You
104. Chapter 104 It hurts
105. Chapter 105 Almost tripped
106. Chapter 106 Be my first
107. Chapter 107 Rowan's silent outburst
108. Chapter 108 Something is wrong
109. Chapter 109 A talk with Rowan
110. Chapter 110 Unwrapping his gift
111. Chapter 111 Determined to follow him
112. Chapter 112 The hospital visit
113. Chapter 113 My strength
114. Chapter 114 The bombshell
115. Chapter 115 Vincent's violent outburst
116. Chapter 116 My brother's secret
117. Chapter 117 Brother's suffering
118. Chapter 118 The need to see her
119. Chapter 119 Comfort
120. Chapter 120 I did it again
121. Chapter 121 It will be okay
122. Chapter 122 I have no idea what's happening
123. Chapter 123 Mother, what did you do?
124. Chapter 124 Can't afford anything
125. Chapter 125 Mom is divorcing Dad
126. Chapter 126 The feelings are back
127. Chapter 127 Overwhelming desire
128. Chapter 128 How was it?
129. Chapter 129 An invitation to ruin
130. Chapter 130 A ride with Ghost
131. Chapter 131 Run
132. Chapter 132 Go that way, idiot!
133. Chapter 133 I owe those guys
134. Chapter 134 Do what you want
135. Chapter 135 I need to stop thinking about her
136. Chapter 136 Flashback
137. Chapter 137 Her hand moved
138. Chapter 138 It's not my story to tell
139. Chapter 139 Mr. Ashford?
140. Chapter 140 Not today or even the rest of senior year
141. Chapter 141 The drawer
142. Chapter 142 Mom is awake
143. Chapter 143 Mother's manipulation
144. Chapter 144 My brother?
145. Chapter 145 Fear of the unknown
146. Chapter 146 Finding out the truth
147. Chapter 147 Everyone you care about will be in danger
148. Chapter 148 Elena Hayes must not live
149. Chapter 149 Stop calling me bro
150. Chapter 150 You're my son
151. Chapter 151 I deserve to know
152. Chapter 152 Room 250
153. Chapter 153 The one-night stand
154. Chapter 154 I don't want to believe it
155. Chapter 155 Dad's visit
156. Chapter 156 I shouldn't have said it
157. Chapter 157 I was fucking doomed
158. Chapter 158 The thought of letting her go
159. Chapter 159 Zayne is unavailable
160. Chapter 160 I miss him badly
161. Chapter 161 The break-up
162. Chapter 162 One last kiss
163. Chapter 163 Heartbreak
164. Chapter 164 Sick of her mind games
165. Chapter 165 I have a sister
166. Chapter 166 Every word had been a fucking lie
167. Chapter 167 Rowan was making it worse
168. Chapter 168 Seeking therapy
169. Chapter 169 Change in routine
170. Chapter 170 What if I've lost her forever?
171. Chapter 171 The locked safe
172. Chapter 172 The content of the flashdrive
173. Chapter 173 Back where I'd started
174. Chapter 174 Stay in your lane
175. Chapter 175 Back to school
176. Chapter 176 Everything in my textbook somehow points back to him
177. Chapter 177 Prom
178. Chapter 178 Protecting Mom
179. Chapter 179 I want Elena dead
180. Chapter 180 Doing the right thing
181. Chapter 181 Accepting Dad
182. Chapter 182 Tell Mr Ashford to help me
183. Chapter 183 Acknowledging Zayne's mom
184. Chapter 184 Consequences of our parents' actions
185. Chapter 185 Motivation for you to act fast
186. Chapter 186 Stop doing this to me
187. Chapter 187 Everything is about her
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