Chapter 2 2
His heartbeat was screaming lies before he even opened his mouth.
Raven locked onto it and tuned everything else out.
Noah stood across the room looking exactly like what he was a man who thought his face could still save him. Chiseled jaw, easy posture, the kind of relaxed confidence that came from a lifetime of walking away clean.
He had no idea what was about to happen.
I had almost died because of him. Not dramatically, no weapons, no threats. Just a slow unraveling. Weeks of exhaustion I couldn't explain, a fog in my head that thickened every time he touched me. I'd been confused, not frightened, right up until I nearly wasn't breathing anymore.
Turns out that's the whole point. Succubi don't announce themselves.
Ryan, the Fae King, had pieced it together after I survived. He'd pulled the thread and unraveled something ugly a line of women who hadn't been as lucky as me. No graves, just absences. Noah had been doing this for years, moving between victims with the patience of someone who genuinely enjoyed it.
Whatever I'd once felt for him died the moment I heard that.
Raven felt nothing for him at all except appetite.
She moved around him in a slow circle, nails clicking against the floor. The growl that left her throat wasn't loud. It didn't need to be.
Noah stepped backward without deciding to.
His eyes swept the room exits, obstacles, options. He found none. The pack stood at every angle, arms loose, watching. He turned anyway, a last desperate instinct.
Raven cleared the distance in two strides and hit him from behind.
He went down hard, breath exploding out of him on impact. Before he could recover she had his arm locked in her jaw, wrenching him onto his back like he weighed nothing.
He looked up at her.
The defiance in his face cracked open and underneath it was something raw.
Finally, I thought.
Finish it, Raven said.
No. I held the line. We're not killing him.
A pause. ...We're not?
We're not. I let that settle. But we're not done either.
She accepted that. She always did, even when she thought I was being sentimental. What mattered to me mattered to her not because she understood it, but because she understood me.
Noah was still on the floor, watching us with those flat chestnut eyes. Scared, yes but underneath the fear he was calculating. He knew the girl I used to be. The one who flinched at confrontation, who apologized for taking up space, who definitely couldn't hurt anyone on purpose.
He thought that girl was still in here somewhere.
Raven let him believe it.
She paced around him slowly. He watched. His breathing evened out. His shoulders dropped a fraction.
She waited until the exact moment he started to think it was over.
Then she took everything from him.
The sound he made wasn't a scream at first it was something worse, something involuntary and disbelieving. Then it became a scream. Raven worked with precise, unhurried focus, and when she stepped back, Noah was alive but fundamentally, permanently altered.
No more feeding. No more killing. He'd spend the rest of his long, wretched life scraping by on borrowed contact, never again able to take what he'd taken from those women.
I was fairly sure he'd spend every day wishing she'd gone further.
Done, Raven said quietly, and released her hold.
The shift moved through me like warm water fast and clean. One breath I was fur and teeth, the next I was standing in my own skin, dressed, composed, the only evidence of the last ten minutes the faint copper taste already fading from my memory.
I looked at the pack members frozen against the wall.
"Stop the bleeding," I said. "He doesn't die in the next fifteen minutes. I need him conscious."
They scrambled.
I was already dialing Zoe Kane.
Zoe picked up before the second ring finished.
"What do you want?"
No greeting. Typical.
"The succubus who nearly killed me"
"What about him?"
"He's on my floor. Missing some parts. I need you to patch him up before he dies. I'm not done making his life miserable yet."
Silence. Then: "I genuinely never want to be on your bad side." A pause. "I'm already heading your way. Ten minutes."
She cut the call.
I pocketed the phone and turned around.
The entire pack was standing in the lounge like a tableau, nobody moving, nobody speaking, all of them watching me with that specific look I was still getting used to. Part fear. Part calculation. Part something I hadn't fully decoded yet.
Mrs. Vivian was near the back, hands folded, expression serene. I crossed to her first.
"The carpet," I said simply.
"I'll handle it." She patted my arm. "Go be alpha."
That was the thing about Mrs. Vivian nothing rattled her. She'd been turned by Lord Adrian the same way I had, pulled into this world sideways and late. She understood the before and the after in a way most of the pack didn't.
Lord Adrian. I shut the thought down fast.
Two people had stepped forward when I'd given the order to control Noah's bleeding Reynolds, my second-in-command, predictable as clockwork. And then Isaac. Twelfth in the pack. Lord Adrian's son.
I hadn't expected that.
Isaac wasn't cruel to me, he was just absent. Cold in the specific way of someone who had decided not to feel anything in your direction. I understood it. I killed his father. The fact that I'd had no real choice didn't make that easier for either of us.
He was on his knees now beside Noah, applying pressure without complaint, jaw tight.
I looked away and faced the rest of the room.
