Chapter 6

Violet's pov

"What is this mixed feeling?" I thought to myself. Why do I hate this but at the same time craving for his touch.

"He's your mate, Violet" a voice I have been dying to hear whispered in my head, it was my wolf Blair!

All because of the extreme toture I faced in my fathers mansion, I became too weak to summon my own wolf, I tried with every strength in me but it was useless. I had to give up on ever hearing the only voice that kept me sane all these years.

"Hold on!, could this cold blooded man really be my mate?" Still stunned i thought in my head

I feel his hands move slowly but steady around the scars on my chest, suddenly he fiercely grabs unto my neck drawing me closer, only inches away from his face.

I could feel his warm breaths on my lips, his cold blue eyes had no emotions in them, it's hard not to notice his perfectly accentuated facial features with a sharp edge cutting jawline with him being this close.

The urge to brush through his neatly trimmed blonde hair, maybe the idea of him being my mate isn't so bad after all.

"Mate" I muttered, with the tension brewing up between us.

Immediately, I watched how his eyes turned cold, his face twisted in disgust. A face I have seen many people make when they see me just existing.

Smack! He slapped me with the speed of a thunderbolt. I stood in that same spot trembling and feeling very confused.

"Put on your dress and get out of here now!" He ordered in a very loud and harsh tone.

Boiling hot tears began to roll down my cheeks, I couldn't understand why and how his mood changed quickly within few seconds.

Feeling embarrassed, I picked up my torn garment, now looking raggedy and wore it up.

"But why did you suddenly reject me, i thought something was brewing up between us" I summoned up the courage to ask him, I needed to know why at least.

Smack! A more thunderous slap hit my cheek before I could even drop my full sentence.

" What exactly gave you the Audacity to question me, you useless bitch?!" He questioned me sternly, his face still twisted with disgust. All i could do was tremble like a leaf while i continued to shed more tears than before.

"Guards!" he summoned for his guards immediately. "Throw this nuisance into the dungeon with no food until i say so"

"No! Please!, not the dungeon, please I beg you" I begged him because of how much I dread and fear the dungeon. Horrible Memories from the times I spent locked up in my father's dungeon flooded my mind. But he turned deaf ears to my pleading, i begged and begged with tears streaming down my face like a fountain.

The guards dragged me out of his chambers immediately and threw me into the dungeon like a piece of garbage before locking me up.

Waterworks contiued to flow, I was inconsolable, I sat on the cold dungeon floor, the place stinked a a lot. I felt dejected, all that was going through my mind were horrible memories from my father's dungeon.

"If only my mother was alive, maybe my life would be more valuable".

Morning dawned on me in the same position, I didn’t sleep all night, all I could do was cry my eyes out.

Time passed and it was nightfall again, still locked up looking frail and hungry, no strength to even cry anymore. All I could do was stare blankly into the dungeon walls watching another day pass.

"Your Grace!, you didn't listen to me" I heard a voice whisper so quietly and cautious. It was Lady Maria, Sir Adam had helped her distract the guards. She had a hood over her head and a basket around her arm.

She didn't even let me utter a word before proceeding to take out three loaves of bread with jam spreading and a cup of water out of the basket before handing it over to me.

"Just eat! Save your strength" she muttered. I gubbled down the first loaf before choking, immediately had to drink some water to push it down.

"Poor Child!" She uttered, her face saddened with pity, She was the only one in my entire life that had ever looked at me in that way instead of a face full of disgust.

I gulped it all up like i hadn't eaten in years, I felt a little bit of strength swim into my limp body of before. I handed over the cup to her while thanking her profusely.

She didn't wait to hear any other word come out from me immediately she heard the guards making their way back to the dungeon.

Meanwhile Alpha Ethan is fighting the thoughts of having me in his chamber, the image of my hot body keeps taunting him, teasing him and making him crave for me. "I can't get that bitch's body out of my mind".

"Lady Rosa!" He calls out for his Wing's Maid

"Yes!, Your Honour" she responds immediately

"Ensure the release of that girl tomorrow morning" he pauses a little before proceeding . "Freshen her up and bring her to me first thing in the morning!" He ordered her.

"Yes!, your Honour" she responds immediately

Another night in this damp cell, "when will i ever see life worthy of living, when will i be free to live or is this really the life I deserve like my father said".

I thought to myself, with my eyes closed with a tear rolling down my cheek. I finally dozed off not thinking of what tomorrow holds for me when my freedom isn't even feasible yet.

What's that cackling noise, I squeezed my eyes trying to get away from the harsh morning sun while the cackling noise continued till I heard the dungeon gates open. It was a guard trying to unlock the gate.

I instantly opened my eyes, moved my back away from the wall I slept on in excitement.

A purple garment maiden came to where I sat, she looked at me with disgust. muttered something "why does he want this filth". I asked what she said, she lied it was nothing.

"The Alpha wants me to freshen you up and bring you to him".

The excitement immediately washed off my body.

"What does he want from me again" I thought to myself trembling.