Chapter 83 Do You Ruin Everything?
“I’m really starting to think the universe hates me.”
Nikki couldn’t believe the timing. She wasn’t sure how she was going to talk to Alan, but Dr. Moore was right. She couldn’t continue standing outside the door, waiting for Alan to decide to open it. She would open the door and walk through. She...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 Love and Marriage
2. Chapter 2 Game Face
3. Chapter 3 And The Thunder Rolled
4. Chapter 4 Lights Out
5. Chapter 5 Warm Ups and Handshakes
6. Chapter 6 I’m on Fire
7. Chapter 7 One Night Stand?
8. Chapter 8 Not Devastating, Dangerous
9. Chapter 9 Code Blues
10. Chapter 10 Familiar Faces
11. Chapter 11 Dream walk
12. Chapter 12 Two Women Walk Into a Bar
13. Chapter 13 Stalking
14. Chapter 14 Hey Stranger
15. Chapter 15 Red Scarves, Warm Weather
16. Chapter 16 Manipulation
17. Chapter 17 Hit Somebody
18. Chapter 18 The Experiment Continues
19. Chapter 19 Squeaky Floor Boards
20. Chapter 20 Like Coming Home
21. Chapter 21 Entertaining Want
22. Chapter 22 When One Door Closes…
23. Chapter 23 Caveman Brain
24. Chapter 24 I’m as Lost as You
25. Chapter 25 The Husband
26. Chapter 26 Fetching Whores
27. Chapter 27 Feeling Real
28. Chapter 28 Speaking Latin
29. Chapter 29 Bruising
30. Chapter 30 Bury it and Suffer
31. Chapter 31 More Rage Than Heartache
32. Chapter 32 This is Your Brain on Dreaming
33. Chapter 33 Brain Tickles
34. Chapter 34 She’s F’ing Married!
35. Chapter 35 Going Out?
36. Chapter 36 Here We Go Again
37. Chapter 37 Someone Who Actually Gives a F
38. Chapter 38 Looks like a Party
39. Chapter 39 My Father, The King
40. Chapter 40 Her Handsome Betrothed
41. Chapter 41 Body Language
42. Chapter 42 It’s Not Proper
43. Chapter 43 Mapping the Route
44. Chapter 44 Getting to Know Each Other
45. Chapter 45 His Favorite Toy
46. Chapter 46 Your Final Chance
47. Chapter 47 Damsel in Distress
48. Chapter 48 A Garden Stroll
49. Chapter 49 Are You Naked?
50. Chapter 50 Confident and Convincing
51. Chapter 51 I Remember Everything
52. Chapter 52 Together
53. Chapter 53 Young and In Love
54. Chapter 54 Come Willingly?
55. Chapter 55 Soulmate?
56. Chapter 56 I Need to Talk About it
57. Chapter 57 The Blank Book
58. Chapter 58 Save it
59. Chapter 59 Ring, no ring
60. Chapter 60 Bingo
61. Chapter 61 Positive Affirmations
62. Chapter 62 Borrowing Clothes
63. Chapter 63 Getting to Know You
64. Chapter 64 I’m Not Trying to Seduce Him
65. Chapter 65 Feeling Important and the CIA
66. Chapter 66 I’ve Missed You
67. Chapter 67 Green Eyed Wet Dreams
68. Chapter 68 The Invitation
69. Chapter 69 He’s Done His Research
70. Chapter 70 The Truth…Minus Soul Mates
71. Chapter 71 Going Insane
72. Chapter 72 To The Revolution!
73. Chapter 73 Her Protector
74. Chapter 74 Unsanitary Hero
75. Chapter 75 Alone
76. Chapter 76 Musket Shot
77. Chapter 77 Reunited
78. Chapter 78 A Dead Man’s Scarf
79. Chapter 79 In Bed With Her Husband
80. Chapter 80 The Resident Porn Star
81. Chapter 81 Being Social
82. Chapter 82 The Doctor is in
83. Chapter 83 Do You Ruin Everything?
84. Chapter 84 The Date
85. Chapter 85 He’s Never Hit Me
86. Chapter 86 Lighting Herself on Fire
87. Chapter 87 Phone Sex
88. Chapter 88 Breaking and Entering
89. Chapter 89 So Much Blood
90. Chapter 90 Who Are You?
91. Chapter 91 The Final Straw
92. Chapter 92 Bloodlust
93. Chapter 93 Matchmaking From a Hospital Bed
94. Chapter 94 Leverage
95. Chapter 95 Zombies
96. Chapter 96 No cops
97. Chapter 97 Paperwork and Feelings
98. Chapter 98 Leather and Lace and Lasagna
99. Chapter 99 A Foursome
100. Chapter 100 The S Word
101. Chapter 101 It’s Not Safe Living Alone
102. Chapter 102 Bound and Gagged
103. Chapter 103 He’s My Man and I’m Pressing Charges
104. Chapter 104 Hidden Under Her Clothes
105. Chapter 105 Back Pocket Skills
106. Chapter 106 Did You Kill Her With Your….
107. Chapter 107 Spreading Knowledge and Legs
108. Chapter 108 Kink Links
109. Chapter 109 The Forever 1
110. Chapter 110 Bound To You In Dreams
111. Chapter 111 Blood Red is My Favorite Color
112. Chapter 112 A Sexually Liberated Modern Woman
113. Chapter 113 Takes One to Know One
114. Chapter 114 Mountain Man and Hell Cat
115. Chapter 115 Are You Seeing Someone?
116. Chapter 116 The Pull
117. Chapter 117 More Than a Good Lay
118. Chapter 118 Her First Ever Date
119. Chapter 119 Door Dash…Delivery…Pyromania
120. Chapter 120 Who Hasn’t Done Missionary?
121. Chapter 121 Sweet Dreams
122. Chapter 122 It's Nice Talking to You
123. Chapter 123 Mind Meld
124. Chapter 124 Reflexes
125. Chapter 125 Follow. Find. Escape.
126. Chapter 126 Degloving
127. Chapter 127 The Fighter
128. Chapter 128 Like Two Ships Passing in the Night
129. Chapter 129 Collision of Pleasure and Pain
130. Chapter 130 Adulty-Adult
131. Chapter 131 Love Bombing?
132. Chapter 132 Proof
133. Chapter 133 With Clothes On
134. Chapter 134 Doctor/ Patient Confidentiality
135. Chapter 135 Balls in Your Court
136. Chapter 136 What if I Believe You
137. Chapter 137 Day Dates and Bar Fights
138. Chapter 138 Coping Mechanisms
139. Chapter 139 The Other Woman
140. Chapter 140 A Night She’ll Never Forget
141. Chapter 141 Red Wine or Whiskey?
142. Chapter 142 A New Blonde Skin Suit
143. Chapter 143 Dick Pics
144. Chapter 144 A Good Spank
145. Chapter 145 Wearing White
146. Chapter 146 The Video Call
147. Chapter 147 Soul Mate Shenanigans
148. Chapter 148 A Good Man Can Do Bad Things
149. Chapter 149 When Are We?
150. Chapter 150 Her Rescue Mission
151. Chapter 151 Big Sky and Co.
152. Chapter 152 The Spiral
153. Chapter 153 Surprise!
154. Chapter 154 A Kitchen Full of Dull Knives
155. Chapter 155 Contracts
156. Chapter 156 Pieces of Souls
157. Chapter 157 Relieving Tension
158. Chapter 158 Separation Anxiety
159. Chapter 159 Building 20
160. Chapter 160 Ancestors
161. Chapter 161 She’s Dead
162. Chapter 162 Other Soul Mates?
163. Chapter 163 The Question
164. Chapter 164 GET OUT
165. Chapter 165 Manufacturer’s Setting
166. Chapter 166 Books and Big Decisions
167. Chapter 167 Across the World
168. Chapter 168 Captured
169. Chapter 169 He Meant So Much
170. Chapter 170 Not Looking Good
171. Chapter 171 Standard Procedure
172. Chapter 172 The Call
173. Chapter 173 His Secret Wife
174. Chapter 174 Okay-ish
175. Chapter 175 Go With The Flow
176. Chapter 176 Debriefs and Evals
177. Chapter 177 Pinky Promise
178. Chapter 178 Tattoos and Secret Dinners
179. Chapter 179 Sweet Release
180. Chapter 180 Book Idea
181. Chapter 181 Seek and Find
182. Chapter 182 Nightmares
183. Chapter 183 Fancy Planes
184. Chapter 184 High Velocity Solid Object
185. Chapter 185 Super Classified
186. Chapter 186 Who the F is Michael?
187. Chapter 187 Making Moves
188. Chapter 188 The Happy Place
189. Chapter 189 A Burden
190. Chapter 190 Before You Even Left
191. Chapter 191 Therapy
192. Chapter 192 Highly Suspicious
193. Chapter 193 CALL THE FUCKING COPS LINDA
194. Chapter 194 Destroyed From All Angles
195. Chapter 195 Fucking Weirdos
196. Chapter 196 The Blood of Your Enemies
197. Chapter 197 The Forever 2
198. Chapter 198 The Angel in My Dreams
199. Chapter 199 Being Bought
200. Chapter 200 Eavesdropping
201. Chapter 201 The Ice Box
202. Chapter 202 Lingerie
203. Chapter 203 The Blue Room
204. Chapter 204 Easy to Kidnap
205. Chapter 205 Kissing Cousins
206. Chapter 206 Non-Horn-Dog Opinions
207. Chapter 207 A Ducking Dream Walk
208. Chapter 208 Flirting at 6AM
209. Chapter 209 The Splits
210. Chapter 210 Mexican Connection
211. Chapter 211 I’m in Trouble
212. Chapter 212 Let’s Go Girls
213. Chapter 213 Fun-Looking Women
214. Chapter 214 A Voyeur?
215. Chapter 215 Good Morning, Party Animal
216. Chapter 216 Is That Pole Secure?
217. Chapter 217 No One Touched Me
218. Chapter 218 Never Have I Ever
219. Chapter 219 I Play To Win
220. Chapter 220 A Lake in Winter Never Felt so Good
221. Chapter 221 Feeling Herself
222. Chapter 222 Miscommunication
223. Chapter 223 Battlefield Charades
224. Chapter 224 Blood on His Hands
225. Chapter 225 A Contract Bride?
226. Chapter 226 Bro Talk
227. Chapter 227 Repay The Favor
228. Chapter 228 Starting to Believe
229. Chapter 229 Coping?
230. Chapter 230 Isolation
231. Chapter 231 A Strong, Independent, Naked Woman
232. Chapter 232 Memories
233. Chapter 233 Secret Doors
234. Chapter 234 His Bedroom?
235. Chapter 235 Once You’re Mine
236. Chapter 236 A Perfect Mouth to Match
237. Chapter 237 Better Than Okay
238. Chapter 238 The Torture Game
239. Chapter 239 Dirty Playlist
240. Chapter 240 Multitasking
241. Chapter 241 Exploring
242. Chapter 242 Cruel Torture
243. Chapter 243 Certo, de niente
244. Chapter 244 BDSM?
245. Chapter 245 Sexy Librarian or Power Suits?
246. Chapter 246 Let's Do This
247. Chapter 247 Pretend it’s Me
248. Chapter 248 Hot and Bothered
249. Chapter 249 Don’t Ruin the Kink Game
250. Chapter 250 Can You Do Me a Favor?
251. Chapter 251 Alone Time
252. Chapter 252 Totally Danceable
253. Chapter 253 Itching to Touch
254. Chapter 254 Burn Me
255. Chapter 255 Caught in the Melee
256. Chapter 256 He Kicked Rueben!
257. Chapter 257 How Could I Say No?
258. Chapter 258 A Distraction
259. Chapter 259 A Dream Walk With a Purpose
260. Chapter 260 All Tied Up
261. Chapter 261 Made For This
262. Chapter 262 Stabbed, Shot, Punched, Kicked, or Blown Up
263. Chapter 263 Does Everyone Get a Soul Mate?
264. Chapter 264 Uncle Roberto is Dead
265. Chapter 265 Potential Brides
266. Chapter 266 The Real, Raw You
267. Chapter 267 Come On, Luchy!
268. Chapter 268 What Does That Blue Light Mean?
269. Chapter 269 You and I
270. Chapter 270 The Other Woman
271. Chapter 271 The Sibling Contract
272. Chapter 272 It Doesn’t Sound Violent
273. Chapter 273 You’re a Whore!
274. Chapter 274 The Good Doctor
275. Chapter 275 Word Travels Fast
276. Chapter 276 Foreign Medicine
277. Chapter 277 It’s Not Just Women
278. Chapter 278 He Wanted Me To…..
279. Chapter 279 Tell Me You’re Okay
280. Chapter 280 Marry Her?
281. Chapter 281 I Love Her
282. Chapter 282 Buongiorno, Signori
283. Chapter 283 You’ve Made Me Proud
284. Chapter 284 The Recording
285. Chapter 285 See You Tonight?
286. Chapter 286 Secrets?
287. Chapter 287 Highest Level of Respect
288. Chapter 288 Inspirational
289. Chapter 289 A Hand-On Education
290. Chapter 290 Is That What You Want?
291. Chapter 291 Aftercare from a Dom
292. Chapter 292 What Do You Want?
293. Chapter 293 Don’t Tell Lucian
294. Chapter 294 Call Your Daughter and Call My Pilot
295. Chapter 295 Here Comes...the Bride?
296. Chapter 296 She's Gone
297. Chapter 297 When Dove's Cry
298. Chapter 298 I'm Sorry Your Dad's Dead...You Look Good in White
299. Chapter 299 Definitely Clamps
300. Chapter 300 Seven Stages of Grief
301. Chapter 301 A Revelation and A Surprise
302. Chapter 302 Born Again Virgin
303. Chapter 303 They Are Getting Married, Actually
304. Chapter 304 The Most Dangerous Mission
305. Chapter 305 The Tuesday Incident
306. Chapter 306 The Wednesday Incident
307. Chapter 307 The Rose Bomb
308. Chapter 308 A Front Row Seat
309. Chapter 309 She's Not a Stripper!
310. Chapter 310 Mauled By A Rabid Lucian
311. Chapter 311 Finding Your Purpose
312. Chapter 312 A New House, A Family, and a Diamond Knuckle
313. Chapter 313 You've Got An Ally in Me
314. Chapter 314 Pole Position Vindication
315. Chapter 315 A Surprise Party
316. Chapter 316 What's a Spa Day Without Tattoos?
317. Chapter 317 A Secret Proposal
318. Chapter 318 Rich People Bidding on Stupid Shit
319. Chapter 319 A New Agreement and A Waltz
320. Chapter 320 Arrivederci...Dominic?
321. Chapter 321 Sweet Dreams, Cowboy
322. Chapter 322 I'm In Love, That's What's Wrong
323. Chapter 323 Somewhere In Italy...and Mexico
324. Chapter 324 Low-Jacking and Respectful Explosions
325. Chapter 325 All Jacked Up
326. Chapter 326 Saying Thank You
327. Chapter 327 April 14th
328. Chapter 328 Unsinkable
329. Chapter 329 Women and Children First
330. Chapter 330 Done with Waiting
331. Chapter 331 Yachts and Sisters
332. Chapter 332 Runaway Bride
333. Chapter 333 Pee, Pings, and Door Codes
334. Chapter 334 White and Covered in Lace
335. Chapter 335 A Very Unbeautiful Wedding
336. Chapter 336 Sanctuary
337. Chapter 337 Dead, Drinks, and Dreams
338. Chapter 338 Sleeping at a Time Like This?
339. Chapter 339 Never Stop Fighting
340. Chapter 340 Home
341. Chapter 341 The Idea of a Baby
342. Chapter 342 The Plan
343. Chapter 343 Buying Time
344. Chapter 344 Adios, Little Dove
345. Chapter 345 Tell Me You're Okay
346. Chapter 346 Family Bonding Over a Mission
347. Chapter 347 Forever Part 3
348. Chapter 348 Dominated in My Dreams
349. Chapter 349 Untitled Chapter
350. Chapter 350 Grits: Sweet or Savory?
351. Chapter 351 More Than Eye Candy
352. Chapter 352 Ain't That Different, You and I
353. Chapter 353 Twenty Questions and A New Safe House
354. Chapter 354 Shower Thoughts
355. Chapter 355 What Are You Doing Here?
356. Chapter 356 The Message in Her Eyes
357. Chapter 357 Talk to Me, Man
358. Chapter 358 Defending the Stalkers
359. Chapter 359 What I Can and Can't Tell You
360. Chapter 360 The Dream Walk
361. Chapter 361 The Newspaper Archives
362. Chapter 362 Part of the Club
363. Chapter 363 Soul Mate Shenanigans
364. Chapter 364 Sharing Her Horrible Secret
365. Chapter 365 Through the Other Doors
366. Chapter 366 You're a Yankee!
367. Chapter 367 Separated
368. Chapter 368 Into the Darkness
369. Chapter 369 Rolled Over and Showed the Belly
370. Chapter 370 What Do People Wear to a Sex Club?
371. Chapter 371 Evolving Tastes
372. Chapter 372 Scratching the Itch
373. Chapter 373 She’s Got a Ticket to Ride
374. Chapter 374 As Natural as Breathing
375. Chapter 375 Dinner With A Colleague
376. Chapter 376 Let's Have Some Fun
377. Chapter 377 An Unknowing Audience
378. Chapter 378 A Very Detailed Docket
379. Chapter 379 A Fun Date
380. Chapter 380 The Sex Club
381. Chapter 381 The BDSM Room
382. Chapter 382 A Live Show and A Grave Yard
383. Chapter 383 A Demo and the Dance Floor
384. Chapter 384 Good Men
385. Chapter 385 Roll the Tape
386. Chapter 386 Warm Hugs and Bad Feelings
387. Chapter 387 Hostage
388. Chapter 388 The Surgeon and the Coward
389. Chapter 389 Shadows
390. Chapter 390 Yippee Ki-Yay MF'er
391. Chapter 391 A Celebration of Life...and Love?
392. Chapter 392 Your Girlfriend, Your Lover, or Your Woman
393. Chapter 393 HR Said What Now?
394. Chapter 394 Everyone's Favorite Hero
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