Chapter 2 Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning with a terrible headache as I squealed in pain. Where am I? This isn't my room, and this place is more fancy and luxurious.

I raised the duvet covering me to see that I was buck naked and my vagina feeling sore! What happened last night?… The blood stain on the bed got me alarmed as I quickly hurried down from the bed with the duvet still wrapped around me.

How did I get here last night!… Edde Loxley!?

"Let's go home; I think I can still drive," Edde said as he helped me up and led me to his car. I remember confessing my love to him and telling him how I was still a virgin because I was waiting for him… So embarrassing.

We got to a really luxurious building, it wasn't his house, it was a hotel, he held me softly as we walked inside, no one stopped him to ask him where he was going to, maybe he owned the hotel, or he already had a room there.

We entered the room, and we suddenly started kissing and caressing. He pulled my gown off, revealing my matching black lingerie.

He kissed me to the bed as he pulled off his suit and trousers, now wearing just boxer shorts; he is such a hot blonde with his playboy aura surrounding him.

I was supposed to push him off when he started pulling off my panties and unhooking my bra, but I was so drunk and weak. But at the same time, I enjoyed every bit of his touch, not until he entered me!… That was the most painful feeling ever.

"Ohh no! How could I act so cheaply in front of Edde!" I cried after remembering the horrible night.

Why did I drink so much that I couldn't control myself or make my own decisions? I feel so cheap right now.

I let tears roll freely down my cheeks as I stared at the blood stain on the bed sheets; how could I let a stranger disvirgin me when he doesn't love me!? Yeah, I was obsessed with Edde Loxley, but not to the extent of just submitting my virginity to him just like that.

Was he also drunk, or did he just take advantage of me intentionally!? How will I tell Mel that I lost my virginity to Edde just after a day of seeing him? She would probably see me as cheap… I didn't wish to be tagged as a slut.

And where the hell is Edde? How will he leave me here after fvcking and de-flowering me?

I picked up my clothes, which were lying on the floor as I made to the bathroom. I noticed that my walking steps changed, and each step I took caused a slight pain between my legs. I tried walking straight, but it rather caused more pain.

After showering and dressing up, I kept the bedspread inside the washing machine. It would be so shameful for anyone to see my blood and assume that I was disvirgined… Which I was, and the man that disvirgined me is nowhere to be found.

I took my phone from the side table where it lay as my eyes caught a white paper with a card on the couch; I quickly took it to read what it said.

It's Edde

This is my business card, ring me if you need anything and take it that nothing happened between us.

Wait! Like seriously, he didn't say that after fvcking me!? How could he say that I should think of it like nothing happened between us!?

What does he really think I am? A desperate fan girl!?… No way, Elizabeth, what have you done to yourself!

"I fvcking do not need his card!" I yelled as I threw it to a corner about going out. I turned back to it and picked it up "I might still need it" I sighed.

I rushed out of his hotel room towards the exits as people stared at me weirdly. I wasn't totally comfortable with the stares, but I didn't just want to spend more time there; I needed to get home as soon as possible.

I hailed a cab back home, frustrated by my crazy encounter with Edde Loxley. Now I believe that he is a Playboy, as people tag him! How dare he ask me to forget whatever happened between us when he took my pride away!

I hurried into the house, and as usual, it was empty. My mom is never at home, and if she luckily comes home, she comes with a man. Sincerely, I'm not too fond of her presence.

Dad left Mom twelve years ago because of her slutty lifestyle, she never respected Dad, and she did all sorts of irresponsible things parents Shouldn't do.

My Mom smokes, drinks, and clubs! Yeah, I'm not proud of her, but still, I can't deny her being my mom.

I trailed upstairs to my room and fell on my bed frustratedly. I couldn't just stop the endless tears from streaming down; I felt like my mom. I felt cheap and used, and the person that disvirgined me doesn't see it as a big deal, but I do! Yeah, indeed, I am a crazy fan of Edde Loxley, and I kept my virginity for him, stupidly waiting for the day he noticed me, but I never wished to give it to him or any man who doesn't love me!

How will I tell the story of how I lost my virginity to a rich celebrity that I am obsessed with? How will I tell Melanie about it? She might blame me and also see me as cheap. I don't even have plans of talking to my mom about this because she definitely will be happy, especially as he is rich.

My mom has always criticized me for being a virgin and not having a boyfriend. That's to tell you how much of a bitch my mom is! I hate calling her names, but she gives me no choice but to do so.

All I wanted at this point in my life was to cry on my mom's shoulders and get sweet, comforting, motherly advice, but I sure couldn't get any of that.

I stood from my bed right after wiping my tears as I took my dress off and pulled my red bra. My mind kept drifting back to Edde's words to me. I now hate him. All my secret love for him turned to hatred in a finger snap.

My phone buzzed, showing Mel's name as the caller's ID. I quickly picked up the call as if I was expecting it.

"Etta, how are you? I am really sorry for leaving you behind after meeting up with my boyfriend. We just needed to have a good time together… Where did you sleep?" She asked softly as I sighed, not knowing the best reply to her question.

"Uh…uhm… I slept somewhere safe; I am back home now. Don't worry about me," I replied as I headed towards the bathroom.

"Hmmm… Hope you're not angry at me?" 

"No, no, I am not; I don't need to ask how you are because you're definitely still with your man in bed," I said, rolling my eyes heavenward.

"And I know you said that, rolling your eyes," she said as we laughed. She knows me so well that I don't have to hide anything from her. "Anyways, remember we have a practical class with Mr Adams today by 2 pm; it is really important for our CGPA, so we have to be there," she said as I nodded as if she was standing with me.

"Alright, Mel, I will have to hang up now and brush my teeth. Don't forget to pick me up," I said and hung up.

**

"Seriously, Edde, you slept with a random stranger you met at the bar yesterday!?" Wyatt muttered in shock, knowing the kind of man he had as a best friend.

Edde paused at the table tennis he was playing as he stared into Wyatt's shocked face.

"Not like I raped her, Wyatt; we were both drunk, and we felt the moment, so we had to do it!… The cool part of it is that she was a virgin, and I broke it, my first time fvcking a virgin," Edde said with a wide smile as he stuck out his tongue.

"Just listen to yourself, Edde! How will a virgin willingly give you her virginity when she doesn't know you quite well? She was wasted, and I am sure you were still in your right senses to know what you did." Wyatt was obviously angry with his attitude; he wished his best friend could settle down and act responsibly.

"Anyways, it has happened already, and it can't be undone," Edde said and continued with his tennis.

"So what do you plan to do with her?" 

"huh!? Nothing! I just dropped my number for her to call me if she needed another round," Edde said with a wink

"No, you didn't do that, Edde!" Wyatt said, almost yelling.

"Just kidding, I dropped my number for her to call me if she needed anything. I am never having anything to do with her again… I am still hoping for her call, though." 

"You're an unbelievable dick head!"