Chapter 3 feel life fading

Amelia’s P.O.V. (Continued)

The pain in my core, thighs, lower belly, and neck was just as unbearable as rejection pain. The humiliation of being r*ped in this condition filled my heart with bitterness and agony.

All I could hear was his grunting, growling angrily with every painful thrust, and repeating the same statement.

His hand grabbed the back of my neck and pressed it cruelly. I wanted to scream, to tell him that he was crushing my bones there, but the blackness started controlling my consciousness.

"Son of b*tch used wolfsbane on you," he muttered while ramming himself into me like the monster he was.

He was rough as hell, and with my small body, every movement was like throwing my body on a bed of nails over and over again.

"I will compensate you for what I am doing, wolf, but he will pay for this."

This was the last statement I heard before I lost consciousness completely.

I was woken up by a harsh pull on all my limbs, which made me scream, but nothing came out of my throat.

I couldn’t even hiss in pain when they threw my battered body in the wilderness of the neutral land, leaving the rest of their deed of killing me to the rogues and other wild animals.

My face hit the harsh and hot ground with full force before my whole body hit the ground.

“How pathetic? Consider yourself lucky that you served a royal with your f*lthy body, bringing some benefits to the pack before you die.” The cruelty of his words didn’t bother me, though.

They spat on me while laughing at my ill fate.

My face was still stuck in the dirt. So, they can’t see my expression.

“Oh yeah. You should thank that royal for doing this to your body. Beta Aster vomited everything that he had had last night and this morning at breakfast when he saw you like this earlier. He kicked your body out of that room instead of touching you.” The person spat on me again while mocking me.

They laughed again, kicking me a few times, but I couldn’t feel the pain anymore.

“Let’s go. We need to go back, or else we will be in trouble.” One of them urged when they heard a loud howl at a far distance.

Rogues…..

Finally, someone who will end this pain and misery for me.

I wasn’t afraid of being r*ped again because they were right.

My whole lower body was torn apart by that monster.

Yeah, I should be thankful to him. He destroyed me to the extent that no male will think about touching me again.

Do I hate him?

No, because he was drugged. He had no control over his body, just like my body was paralyzed.

We both were victims, but I was the only one who was sentenced to death.

I slowly moved my face to my right side when they went away from me, still laughing at me.

I looked at the moon in the morning sky, which had lost its brightness by now.

It was looking so dull, ready to be lost in the brightness of the morning sky at any time.

Just like me, who is about to take her last breath at any time.

“Why?” I still asked the Moon Goddess in an inaudible voice.

Did I ask her to pair me with an alpha?

No…

I only prayed for a loving mate who can give me a proper and loving family.

I never desired a lavish life.

Still I got what….

He said that it was my fault, but I just turned 18 yesterday.

He turned the best day of my life into my worst nightmare.

He is older than me. It meant that he knew all this time that I was his mate.

Yet, instead of banishing me from the pack, he waited for my eighteenth birthday.

He paraded his wh*res in front of me only to make me disgusted with him.

He would have demanded the Moon Goddess for a powerful Luna wolf as his mate.

It was not my fault, but I paid the price.

Why???

If he had to blame anyone, he should have blamed his luck for being this rotten or the Moon Goddess. Why did he punish me like this?

He not only let someone trample over my dignity but also killed my wolf with wolfsbane.

Why me????

I was crying silently. I was blind, but I could see the fading moon.

The warriors who brought me here cracked my skull after crossing the border, painting my red hair with blood and filth that stuck to them from the ground.

I couldn’t see, and the amount of wolfsbane in my body was still high enough to keep my senses dull.

Every fiber of my body was screaming in pain, but I was only lying on the ground like a lifeless, broken, and battered doll.

I could feel life seeping out of my body drop by drop, and in front of my eyes was the fading moon.

“Tsk…. Tsk… tsk…. Another victim at my mercy.” My breath hitched when a sly voice hit my eardrums.

I stopped breathing in fear when I realized that now I was surrounded by more than five rogues.

My nostrils didn’t catch their scents earlier, and they were still nonexistent to me, but the warriors mentioned them coming here.

“What to do with her, boss? Her wolf is already dead.” Another rogue asked the first one in a sly tone.

The fear spiked in my heart, but I knew that my body would show no reaction.

I wanted to scream in fear but couldn’t because that royal had crushed my windpipe while assaulting me for the first time.

“What can we do? Take her with us. Let’s try to fix her, and if it’s not possible, let’s have some fun with her and then let her die on her own.” The first one replied with a sigh as if he was doing a great favor for me.

Someone pulled my shoulder harshly, making me scream, but no voice came out of my mouth.

“Be careful, Marcus. You won’t want to destroy her body anymore if you already have some nasty thoughts about her,” the first one warned that rogue with lecherous laughter.

They all laughed aloud with a nasty and sly hint, making me think about the worst.

They were rogues, and rogues don’t have any morals, but surely they have a standard when it comes to having s*x, right?

I scoffed at myself for expecting mercy from rogues who are always painted as the cruelest creation of the Moon Goddess.

To my shock, whoever his Marcus guy was, he pulled my body up in bridal style gently this time.

“The son of b*tch has banished her already. Her scent is changing.” Marcus muttered angrily while walking.