Chapter 1 ✮⋆˙ 1 ˙⋆✮
The chapel doors were closed, but I could still hear them breathing on the other side.
Not the guests. Guests laughed and whispered and shifted in their seats. Guests admired flowers, dabbed at tears, waited for music.
This was something else.
It was the sound of a room holding its breath for a sacrifice.
I stood in front of the mirror in a wedding gown that had taken fittings and more money than my father owed to make me look untouched. White silk. Hand-sewn lace. Tiny pearls stitched along the bodice like frozen rain. Every seam had been measured to make me beautiful for a man I did not love.
A man who had not asked me to marry him.
A man who had looked me over the first time we met like my father had brought him a title to sign.
“Stop shaking,” my father said behind me.
His voice was low. Embarrassed. As if my fear was the problem.
I curled my fingers around the bouquet until the stems bit into my palm. White roses. White ribbons. White dress. White lies.
“I’m not shaking.”
My father’s reflection appeared over my shoulder. Louis Rosetti had always been handsome in the way weak men sometimes were—charming when he wanted something, careful never to stand too close to the consequences of his choices. His tuxedo fit him better than the truth ever had.
His eyes flicked to my hands.
“Ava.”
One word. A warning. A plea. A demand.
I hated that my name sounded smaller in his mouth today.
I turned away from the mirror because I could not stand the sight of myself dressed like surrender. “Don’t.”
He exhaled, long and tired, like I was the one breaking his heart. “We have been through this.”
“No,” I said. “You have been through this. You made arrangements. You signed papers. You shook hands with men who smile like knives. I was informed.”
His jaw tightened.
“You think I wanted this?”
“I think what you wanted stopped mattering when you borrowed money from the Varra family.”
His face went pale at the name, and that was what truly frightened me.
Not Nico. Not the wedding. Not the men outside my door with earpieces and black suits, hands folded like they were guarding a queen instead of trapping a bride.
My father’s fear frightened me because I had spent my life believing he was weak, but not stupid. Careless, but not cruel. A disappointing man, maybe, but still my father.
Then debt had turned him into a stranger.
The Varra family had not simply lent him money. They had bought the right to collect.
And somehow, the payment was me.
The bridal suite smelled like roses, hairspray, and expensive perfume. My veil lay across a velvet chair like a ghost waiting for my head. On the vanity, someone had left champagne I had not touched. The bubbles had gone flat.
Just like me, I thought.
Beautiful. Presented. Waiting to be consumed.
My father stepped closer. “You do not understand what men like Nico Varra do when they are crossed.”
“I understand enough.”
“No, you don’t.” His composure cracked. “If you walk out of here, if you humiliate him in front of these people, there will be no fixing it.”
My pulse thudded once, hard.
Walk out of here.
The words slipped into my body before I could stop them.
For weeks, escape had been a fantasy too dangerous to touch. Running barefoot through the garden. Climbing out a window. Hiding until someone dragged me out. Every version ended with Nico’s men finding me, my father begging, and my own terror turning me obedient again.
Still, I looked toward the side door of the bridal suite.
My father saw.
His hand closed around my wrist.
Not hard enough to bruise. He was too careful for that. Men like my father always knew how to make control look like concern.
“Ava,” he whispered. “Please. Just get through today.”
I looked down at his hand.
He had held that same wrist when I was six and afraid to cross a busy street. When I was eleven at my mother’s funeral. When I was sixteen and crying because I had found one of her scarves tucked in his closet.
I had trusted that hand once.
Now it was keeping me in place for another man.
“What happens after today?” I asked.
His gaze dropped.
That was answer enough.
My throat tightened. “Daddy.”
The word came out small and broken. I hated myself for it. I hated him more for flinching.
“It will be easier once it’s done,” he said.
No.
Something in me went very still.
That was the lie every coward told before handing a woman to a monster. It will be easier once the papers are signed. Once the vows are spoken. Once the door closes. Once you stop fighting.
The door opened before I could answer.
One of Nico’s men stepped inside. Tall, shaved head, black suit, no expression. His name was Marco, I thought. Or Matteo. They all looked at me the same way, so names felt pointless.
“Mr. Varra requests a moment,” he said.
My stomach dropped.
“With me?”
The man’s eyes moved over me. “With Mr. Rosetti.”
My father stiffened.
I glanced between them. “The ceremony starts in ten minutes.”
“Then this won’t take long.”
My father smoothed the front of his tuxedo. “Stay here.”
A bitter smile tugged at my mouth. “Where else would I go?”
He did not answer.
Marco stepped aside. My father followed him into the hallway, and the door clicked shut behind them with a sound that felt final.
For one second, I did nothing.
Then I moved.
Not toward the side door. Not yet.
I went to the vanity, where a leather folder rested beneath a crystal paperweight. The marriage contract. I had seen it twice. Once when my father told me the wedding was happening. Once when Nico’s lawyer slid it across a table and explained that the agreement was for everyone’s protection.
I had not read it.
Coward, I thought.
My hands were clumsy with lace and nerves as I opened the folder. Pages of legal language stared back at me, dense and cold. My name appeared again and again.
Ava Rosetti.
Ava Rosetti.
Ava Rosetti.
I flipped faster.
Spousal rights.
Asset consolidation.
Family holdings.
Inheritance protections.
My breath stopped.
Inheritance?
My mother had left almost nothing when she died. That was what my father had always said. A few pieces of jewelry. Some clothes. Old photographs he never let me keep for long. No estate. No mystery. No fortune.
So why was my inheritance mentioned in a marriage contract?
I bent closer, reading the paragraph again, but the words blurred as voices rose outside the suite.
My father’s first.
“She doesn’t know anything.”
Then Nico’s.
Smooth. Low. Almost amused.
“Then she won’t be difficult.”
My skin turned cold.
I moved closer to the door. The hallway was not far. The wood was thick, but not thick enough.
My father said something I could not catch.
Nico answered clearly.
“Once she’s my wife, she won’t have a choice anymore.”
