Chapter 321 **Content trigger warning- Flashback**
Content trigger warning- Flashback
River POV
He hasn't touched me like this since I was eleven. From seven to eleven it was pretty much all night long but he stopped once puberty hit.
I try to block it out and think of something else but it's rough and it hurts this time.
"Fuck I should ...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 River
2. Chapter 2 Back To School
3. Chapter 3 WTF Just Happened!
4. Chapter 4 I think he killed me
5. Chapter 5 Awake
6. Chapter 6 Awake cont
7. Chapter 7 Goodbye
8. Chapter 8 The call/ unknown male pov Pinky and The Brain 
9. Chapter 9 Unknown Male POV/Pinky and The Brain cont
10. Chapter 10 Moving on
11. Chapter 11 Moving on cont
12. Chapter 12 Unknown Male The Brain
13. Chapter 13 My friends are amazing
14. Chapter 14 Couldn't ask for a better family
15. Chapter 15 I tried to cook breakfast
16. Chapter 16 Meeting Finley Spencer
17. Chapter 17 Hello baby doll
18. Chapter 18 The Tour
19. Chapter 19 This conversations going to suck
20. Chapter 20 Well that wasn't supposed to happen
21. Chapter 21 Fuck me and my flirty ways
22. Chapter 22 Just me being a spaz
23. Chapter 23 My boys from basic
24. Chapter 24 Enough with the heavy
25. Chapter 25 Is this man for real?
26. Chapter 26 It's River, I got you and your safe
27. Chapter 27 Did I hurt you
28. Chapter 28 We all have our shit. Finn's story
29. Chapter 29 We all have our shit River's story
30. Chapter 30 Did I just ruin this?
31. Chapter 31 Who the hell is that?
32. Chapter 32 Do they know
33. Chapter 33 I wonder what Finn thinks
34. Chapter 34 Me and my fiance
35. Chapter 35 When I look at her I think we can
36. Chapter 36 The drive was nice
37. Chapter 37 Lunch Surprise
38. Chapter 38 Shopping Time
39. Chapter 39 Is she okay
40. Chapter 40 Best day of my life
41. Chapter 41 The Wedding
42. Chapter 42 The Hotel
43. Chapter 43 Do you want to play a game?
44. Chapter 44 Is it like that everytime?
45. Chapter 45 River and Finn
46. Chapter 46 I'm the Godfather/ The line
47. Chapter 47 Meeting Pickle and The Boys
48. Chapter 48 Meeting Flame
49. Chapter 49 Do you trust me?
50. Chapter 50 He really will come in here with us
51. Chapter 51 Wow, that's strong
52. Chapter 52 Why can't I move?
53. Chapter 53 I know I heard something that time
54. Chapter 54 Code Red
55. Chapter 55 I need to hurt somebody
56. Chapter 56 It's Pickle my touch is safe
57. Chapter 57 What happened?
58. Chapter 58 This is going to be awkward
59. Chapter 59 There's no one to blame
60. Chapter 60 She's alive?!!
61. Chapter 61 I just need time to wrap my head this.
62. Chapter 62 I'm so confused
63. Chapter 63 Finn? Yes, doll?
64. Chapter 64 You should have started with that story
65. Chapter 65 What was that about? I wonder.
66. Chapter 66 He looks scared
67. Chapter 67 Breath baby breath
68. Chapter 68 I'm nervous but not scared
69. Chapter 69 I'm a monster
70. Chapter 70 What if I never get this
71. Chapter 71 Surprises
72. Chapter 72 I want to make her this happy everyday
73. Chapter 73 Damn Turtleneck
74. Chapter 74 We can try
75. Chapter 75 I don't know who's more scared
76. Chapter 76 I don't know what's real anymore
77. Chapter 77 Me and Finn are real. This is real
78. Chapter 78 Does this feel real?
79. Chapter 79 We'll talk more later
80. Chapter 80 Goodbye Kenny, Hello Lucky
81. Chapter 81 I can't let her suck me in too
82. Chapter 82 I'm not even sure how I feel myself
83. Chapter 83 I will want you forever
84. Chapter 84 I would love to do nothing with you
85. Chapter 85 Backstage
86. Chapter 86 The boys talk
87. Chapter 87 Damn Enchantress
88. Chapter 88 I want to rip her hair out
89. Chapter 89 He wants me too
90. Chapter 90 Both of them?
91. Chapter 91 I love you but your wrong
92. Chapter 92 Is it really you?
93. Chapter 93 She don't remember me
94. Chapter 94 I don't understand these flashes
95. Chapter 95 He's just showing off
96. Chapter 96 She's so close
97. Chapter 97 This is not me
98. Chapter 98 Enjoy your night
99. Chapter 99 Do you have any questions?
100. Chapter 100 Pickle look at me
101. Chapter 101 That was amazing
102. Chapter 102 I want this forever
103. Chapter 103 You're not the only one who can't sleep
104. Chapter 104 She's that good
105. Chapter 105 You can't make any noise
106. Chapter 106 Baby I can't promise that
107. Chapter 107 I'm going miss this, miss them
108. Chapter 108 The call
109. Chapter 109 Not tonight
110. Chapter 110 I won't take her from him
111. Chapter 111 Focus on coming home
112. Chapter 112 Look at his cues
113. Chapter 113 We would never hurt you honey
114. Chapter 114 Pickle's story
115. Chapter 115 I'm going to miss these soft lips
116. Chapter 116 Goodmorning beautiful
117. Chapter 117 Goodbye Finley Spencer
118. Chapter 118 Just come home baby brother
119. Chapter 119 Are you folding laundry?
120. Chapter 120 He's a keeper
121. Chapter 121 No your trying to confuse me
122. Chapter 122 He hurt her
123. Chapter 123 Say it damn it!
124. Chapter 124 Please look at me
125. Chapter 125 Because he likes you
126. Chapter 126 Dear Finn
127. Chapter 127 Hello River
128. Chapter 128 Lame
129. Chapter 129 Lucky #8
130. Chapter 130 Dance monkey dance
131. Chapter 131 Smack
132. Chapter 132 Use your imagination
133. Chapter 133 Chailor are you okay?
134. Chapter 134 Emergency
135. Chapter 135 It's McFoy. River McFoy
136. Chapter 136 You can't drive
137. Chapter 137 flashback or are you spiraling?
138. Chapter 138 I only hit him once
139. Chapter 139 Cervello please
140. Chapter 140 How did you get here?
141. Chapter 141 He's your brother
142. Chapter 142 Did you kiss her?
143. Chapter 143 How do you not know?
144. Chapter 144 Do you love him?
145. Chapter 145 Movie time
146. Chapter 146 You know I want you
147. Chapter 147 I will show you
148. Chapter 148 911 it's Flame
149. Chapter 149 Flame is broken
150. Chapter 150 My brother?
151. Chapter 151 Luca
152. Chapter 152 I never planned on any of you
153. Chapter 153 Naked truma club
154. Chapter 154 She's spiraling
155. Chapter 155 Shut it Spencer
156. Chapter 156 She might beat me to it
157. Chapter 157 Times up
158. Chapter 158 Are you okay?
159. Chapter 159 Rough day sweetface
160. Chapter 160 I'm in shock
161. Chapter 161 Can I see Annie?
162. Chapter 162 That's not possible they died
163. Chapter 163 I need to go
164. Chapter 164 I missed you Kitten
165. Chapter 165 You have the greatest job right now
166. Chapter 166 August Abbott
167. Chapter 167 He found us
168. Chapter 168 We have to leave
169. Chapter 169 Please I need you
170. Chapter 170 You trained us well
171. Chapter 171 Like I said long story
172. Chapter 172 Happy Birthday River
173. Chapter 173 Birthday show
174. Chapter 174 Be glad to be invited
175. Chapter 175 Birthday delivery
176. Chapter 176 Thank you for loving me
177. Chapter 177 Baby don't cry
178. Chapter 178 Date night
179. Chapter 179 The best day ever
180. Chapter 180 The perfect night
181. Chapter 181 Please come home
182. Chapter 182 I'm not scared and this isn't about me
183. Chapter 183 I'll find him
184. Chapter 184 I have to send a quick email
185. Chapter 185 Mommy! Mommy!
186. Chapter 186 Hang on brother we're coming for you!
187. Chapter 187 No one could have known
188. Chapter 188 Lucas Nunzio
189. Chapter 189 Hanging at the compound
190. Chapter 190 Ryder help me, what do I do?
191. Chapter 191 I'm not leaving her
192. Chapter 192 She was made to be yours
193. Chapter 193 The Smith Family
194. Chapter 194 Room 432
195. Chapter 195 My poor princess
196. Chapter 196 Code blue 432
197. Chapter 197 Shut up assholes
198. Chapter 198 Going home
199. Chapter 199 It's not funny
200. Chapter 200 It's good to be home
201. Chapter 201 Not so funny now is it?
202. Chapter 202 Everyone has a boss kid
203. Chapter 203 Yeah I don't think so
204. Chapter 204 Where's daddy?
205. Chapter 205 I'm the joke king
206. Chapter 206 I can't even be mad
207. Chapter 207 I don't think so princess
208. Chapter 208 Maybe we keep that between us
209. Chapter 209 We're here brother
210. Chapter 210 I just wasn't listening before
211. Chapter 211 Just show me
212. Chapter 212 Tell me the words enchantress
213. Chapter 213 The Rusty Spur
214. Chapter 214 So who we beating up?
215. Chapter 215 You're a special kind of stupid
216. Chapter 216 I said the same thing
217. Chapter 217 I got you my love
218. Chapter 218 Why didn't you tell me?
219. Chapter 219 It's our turn to take care of you now
220. Chapter 220 The kids
221. Chapter 221 River can you hear me?
222. Chapter 222 Daddy!
223. Chapter 223 I didn't know
224. Chapter 224 I've seen the scars
225. Chapter 225 I should have seen it
226. Chapter 226 Now I'm confused
227. Chapter 227 Come on kid
228. Chapter 228 Thank you for making us a family
229. Chapter 229 Are you serious?
230. Chapter 230 I want more with you
231. Chapter 231 I'm cleared now
232. Chapter 232 Eyes forward kid
233. Chapter 233 In the ring blondie
234. Chapter 234 Can you at least hear me out?
235. Chapter 235 Get in line
236. Chapter 236 No need to apologize
237. Chapter 237 Annie's new name
238. Chapter 238 Only seven months left
239. Chapter 239 No not him!
240. Chapter 240 MIA
241. Chapter 241 We are all family and we'll all remain together
242. Chapter 242 Denalii please live
243. Chapter 243 Come on Spencer
244. Chapter 244 We've got you brother
245. Chapter 245 Let's get out of here brother
246. Chapter 246 Is there any news yet?
247. Chapter 247 They never would have left you
248. Chapter 248 You can't just say no!
249. Chapter 249 So what's being done now?
250. Chapter 250 They lied
251. Chapter 251 Your not watching that
252. Chapter 252 The video
253. Chapter 253 I'm watching it!
254. Chapter 254 River, I know it was you
255. Chapter 255 I never wanted you to see that
256. Chapter 256 What's at the end?
257. Chapter 257 I want to talk about the video
258. Chapter 258 I'm hurting too
259. Chapter 259 Denalii just breath
260. Chapter 260 Be there in a minute boss
261. Chapter 261 I can't not right now
262. Chapter 262 Take a breath baby
263. Chapter 263 I fucking missed you Lucky
264. Chapter 264 She just needs time
265. Chapter 265 **MISSING CHAPTER ** BETWEEN 262 AND 263
266. Chapter 266 Tell me enchantress
267. Chapter 267 I'm not a idiot, I see it too
268. Chapter 268 Please understand the difference
269. Chapter 269 It's mine!
270. Chapter 270 It wasn't him, it was me
271. Chapter 271 What's the bet?
272. Chapter 272 Don't stop now princess
273. Chapter 273 He hates me
274. Chapter 274 Like a robot?
275. Chapter 275 Are you guys okay out here?
276. Chapter 276 They had a change of heart
277. Chapter 277 Brother I'm not answering that
278. Chapter 278 Stay out of it River
279. Chapter 279 Next time I'm forgotten
280. Chapter 280 Stupid boys
281. Chapter 281 You smell like sex
282. Chapter 282 Mommy is a grown up
283. Chapter 283 Corbin Tokash
284. Chapter 284 Explain
285. Chapter 285 Damn Monkey
286. Chapter 286 I'll try
287. Chapter 287 I'm not as excited as he is
288. Chapter 288 Your making it weird
289. Chapter 289 So you think I'm a whore
290. Chapter 290 That doesn't bother you?
291. Chapter 291 Good Morning
292. Chapter 292 Now we double and triple check
293. Chapter 293 This bed is better then ours
294. Chapter 294 My son's going to screw this up
295. Chapter 295 I really hope so
296. Chapter 296 We will not let them be disgraced
297. Chapter 297 They're alive!
298. Chapter 298 Well that hurt, thanks friend
299. Chapter 299 I know it wasn't the plan
300. Chapter 300 Then I hear it again
301. Chapter 301 They risk their lives everyday
302. Chapter 302 Back burner
303. Chapter 303 That's weird
304. Chapter 304 Jasper
305. Chapter 305 Pullover now!
306. Chapter 306 I promise
307. Chapter 307 Carter, I'm scared man
308. Chapter 308 Luca? Who's Luca?
309. Chapter 309 I can stay with her
310. Chapter 310 He's a great kisser
311. Chapter 311 Do you get paid hazard pay?
312. Chapter 312 Its your job?
313. Chapter 313 I'm not a good person
314. Chapter 314 Daddy, what's a traitor?
315. Chapter 315 We might have to kill him
316. Chapter 316 Where's Pickle?
317. Chapter 317 "Okay let's all take a breath
318. Chapter 318 Our family name
319. Chapter 319 Did you know?
320. Chapter 320 **Content trigger warning- Flashback**
321. Chapter 321 **Content trigger warning- Flashback**
322. Chapter 322 Please Jasper stop
323. Chapter 323 This isn't right and we all know it
324. Chapter 324 That's a order
325. Chapter 325 I just miss my family
326. Chapter 326 Is this real?
327. Chapter 327 How long?
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