Chapter 326 Is this real?

River POV

I can hear someone talking but I can't tell if it's real or not. They smell so good. I know that smell, it's so familiar but I can't place it. Is this a dream. I feel his lips on mine that boy with the golden eyes. His hands shake almost as bad as mine. Then I hear him talking but his...

Chapters

1. Chapter 1 River

2. Chapter 2 Back To School

3. Chapter 3 WTF Just Happened!

4. Chapter 4 I think he killed me

5. Chapter 5 Awake

6. Chapter 6 Awake cont

7. Chapter 7 Goodbye

8. Chapter 8 The call/ unknown male pov Pinky and The Brain

9. Chapter 9 Unknown Male POV/Pinky and The Brain cont

10. Chapter 10 Moving on

11. Chapter 11 Moving on cont

12. Chapter 12 Unknown Male The Brain

13. Chapter 13 My friends are amazing

14. Chapter 14 Couldn't ask for a better family

15. Chapter 15 I tried to cook breakfast

16. Chapter 16 Meeting Finley Spencer

17. Chapter 17 Hello baby doll

18. Chapter 18 The Tour

19. Chapter 19 This conversations going to suck

20. Chapter 20 Well that wasn't supposed to happen

21. Chapter 21 Fuck me and my flirty ways

22. Chapter 22 Just me being a spaz

23. Chapter 23 My boys from basic

24. Chapter 24 Enough with the heavy

25. Chapter 25 Is this man for real?

26. Chapter 26 It's River, I got you and your safe

27. Chapter 27 Did I hurt you

28. Chapter 28 We all have our shit. Finn's story

29. Chapter 29 We all have our shit River's story

30. Chapter 30 Did I just ruin this?

31. Chapter 31 Who the hell is that?

32. Chapter 32 Do they know

33. Chapter 33 I wonder what Finn thinks

34. Chapter 34 Me and my fiance

35. Chapter 35 When I look at her I think we can

36. Chapter 36 The drive was nice

37. Chapter 37 Lunch Surprise

38. Chapter 38 Shopping Time

39. Chapter 39 Is she okay

40. Chapter 40 Best day of my life

41. Chapter 41 The Wedding

42. Chapter 42 The Hotel

43. Chapter 43 Do you want to play a game?

44. Chapter 44 Is it like that everytime?

45. Chapter 45 River and Finn

46. Chapter 46 I'm the Godfather/ The line

47. Chapter 47 Meeting Pickle and The Boys

48. Chapter 48 Meeting Flame

49. Chapter 49 Do you trust me?

50. Chapter 50 He really will come in here with us

51. Chapter 51 Wow, that's strong

52. Chapter 52 Why can't I move?

53. Chapter 53 I know I heard something that time

54. Chapter 54 Code Red

55. Chapter 55 I need to hurt somebody

56. Chapter 56 It's Pickle my touch is safe

57. Chapter 57 What happened?

58. Chapter 58 This is going to be awkward

59. Chapter 59 There's no one to blame

60. Chapter 60 She's alive?!!

61. Chapter 61 I just need time to wrap my head this.

62. Chapter 62 I'm so confused

63. Chapter 63 Finn? Yes, doll?

64. Chapter 64 You should have started with that story

65. Chapter 65 What was that about? I wonder.

66. Chapter 66 He looks scared

67. Chapter 67 Breath baby breath

68. Chapter 68 I'm nervous but not scared

69. Chapter 69 I'm a monster

70. Chapter 70 What if I never get this

71. Chapter 71 Surprises

72. Chapter 72 I want to make her this happy everyday

73. Chapter 73 Damn Turtleneck

74. Chapter 74 We can try

75. Chapter 75 I don't know who's more scared

76. Chapter 76 I don't know what's real anymore

77. Chapter 77 Me and Finn are real. This is real

78. Chapter 78 Does this feel real?

79. Chapter 79 We'll talk more later

80. Chapter 80 Goodbye Kenny, Hello Lucky

81. Chapter 81 I can't let her suck me in too

82. Chapter 82 I'm not even sure how I feel myself

83. Chapter 83 I will want you forever

84. Chapter 84 I would love to do nothing with you

85. Chapter 85 Backstage

86. Chapter 86 The boys talk

87. Chapter 87 Damn Enchantress

88. Chapter 88 I want to rip her hair out

89. Chapter 89 He wants me too

90. Chapter 90 Both of them?

91. Chapter 91 I love you but your wrong

92. Chapter 92 Is it really you?

93. Chapter 93 She don't remember me

94. Chapter 94 I don't understand these flashes

95. Chapter 95 He's just showing off

96. Chapter 96 She's so close

97. Chapter 97 This is not me

98. Chapter 98 Enjoy your night

99. Chapter 99 Do you have any questions?

100. Chapter 100 Pickle look at me

101. Chapter 101 That was amazing

102. Chapter 102 I want this forever

103. Chapter 103 You're not the only one who can't sleep

104. Chapter 104 She's that good

105. Chapter 105 You can't make any noise

106. Chapter 106 Baby I can't promise that

107. Chapter 107 I'm going miss this, miss them

108. Chapter 108 The call

109. Chapter 109 Not tonight

110. Chapter 110 I won't take her from him

111. Chapter 111 Focus on coming home

112. Chapter 112 Look at his cues

113. Chapter 113 We would never hurt you honey

114. Chapter 114 Pickle's story

115. Chapter 115 I'm going to miss these soft lips

116. Chapter 116 Goodmorning beautiful

117. Chapter 117 Goodbye Finley Spencer

118. Chapter 118 Just come home baby brother

119. Chapter 119 Are you folding laundry?

120. Chapter 120 He's a keeper

121. Chapter 121 No your trying to confuse me

122. Chapter 122 He hurt her

123. Chapter 123 Say it damn it!

124. Chapter 124 Please look at me

125. Chapter 125 Because he likes you

126. Chapter 126 Dear Finn

127. Chapter 127 Hello River

128. Chapter 128 Lame

129. Chapter 129 Lucky #8

130. Chapter 130 Dance monkey dance

131. Chapter 131 Smack

132. Chapter 132 Use your imagination

133. Chapter 133 Chailor are you okay?

134. Chapter 134 Emergency

135. Chapter 135 It's McFoy. River McFoy

136. Chapter 136 You can't drive

137. Chapter 137 flashback or are you spiraling?

138. Chapter 138 I only hit him once

139. Chapter 139 Cervello please

140. Chapter 140 How did you get here?

141. Chapter 141 He's your brother

142. Chapter 142 Did you kiss her?

143. Chapter 143 How do you not know?

144. Chapter 144 Do you love him?

145. Chapter 145 Movie time

146. Chapter 146 You know I want you

147. Chapter 147 I will show you

148. Chapter 148 911 it's Flame

149. Chapter 149 Flame is broken

150. Chapter 150 My brother?

151. Chapter 151 Luca

152. Chapter 152 I never planned on any of you

153. Chapter 153 Naked truma club

154. Chapter 154 She's spiraling

155. Chapter 155 Shut it Spencer

156. Chapter 156 She might beat me to it

157. Chapter 157 Times up

158. Chapter 158 Are you okay?

159. Chapter 159 Rough day sweetface

160. Chapter 160 I'm in shock

161. Chapter 161 Can I see Annie?

162. Chapter 162 That's not possible they died

163. Chapter 163 I need to go

164. Chapter 164 I missed you Kitten

165. Chapter 165 You have the greatest job right now

166. Chapter 166 August Abbott

167. Chapter 167 He found us

168. Chapter 168 We have to leave

169. Chapter 169 Please I need you

170. Chapter 170 You trained us well

171. Chapter 171 Like I said long story

172. Chapter 172 Happy Birthday River

173. Chapter 173 Birthday show

174. Chapter 174 Be glad to be invited

175. Chapter 175 Birthday delivery

176. Chapter 176 Thank you for loving me

177. Chapter 177 Baby don't cry

178. Chapter 178 Date night

179. Chapter 179 The best day ever

180. Chapter 180 The perfect night

181. Chapter 181 Please come home

182. Chapter 182 I'm not scared and this isn't about me

183. Chapter 183 I'll find him

184. Chapter 184 I have to send a quick email

185. Chapter 185 Mommy! Mommy!

186. Chapter 186 Hang on brother we're coming for you!

187. Chapter 187 No one could have known

188. Chapter 188 Lucas Nunzio

189. Chapter 189 Hanging at the compound

190. Chapter 190 Ryder help me, what do I do?

191. Chapter 191 I'm not leaving her

192. Chapter 192 She was made to be yours

193. Chapter 193 The Smith Family

194. Chapter 194 Room 432

195. Chapter 195 My poor princess

196. Chapter 196 Code blue 432

197. Chapter 197 Shut up assholes

198. Chapter 198 Going home

199. Chapter 199 It's not funny

200. Chapter 200 It's good to be home

201. Chapter 201 Not so funny now is it?

202. Chapter 202 Everyone has a boss kid

203. Chapter 203 Yeah I don't think so

204. Chapter 204 Where's daddy?

205. Chapter 205 I'm the joke king

206. Chapter 206 I can't even be mad

207. Chapter 207 I don't think so princess

208. Chapter 208 Maybe we keep that between us

209. Chapter 209 We're here brother

210. Chapter 210 I just wasn't listening before

211. Chapter 211 Just show me

212. Chapter 212 Tell me the words enchantress

213. Chapter 213 The Rusty Spur

214. Chapter 214 So who we beating up?

215. Chapter 215 You're a special kind of stupid

216. Chapter 216 I said the same thing

217. Chapter 217 I got you my love

218. Chapter 218 Why didn't you tell me?

219. Chapter 219 It's our turn to take care of you now

220. Chapter 220 The kids

221. Chapter 221 River can you hear me?

222. Chapter 222 Daddy!

223. Chapter 223 I didn't know

224. Chapter 224 I've seen the scars

225. Chapter 225 I should have seen it

226. Chapter 226 Now I'm confused

227. Chapter 227 Come on kid

228. Chapter 228 Thank you for making us a family

229. Chapter 229 Are you serious?

230. Chapter 230 I want more with you

231. Chapter 231 I'm cleared now

232. Chapter 232 Eyes forward kid

233. Chapter 233 In the ring blondie

234. Chapter 234 Can you at least hear me out?

235. Chapter 235 Get in line

236. Chapter 236 No need to apologize

237. Chapter 237 Annie's new name

238. Chapter 238 Only seven months left

239. Chapter 239 No not him!

240. Chapter 240 MIA

241. Chapter 241 We are all family and we'll all remain together

242. Chapter 242 Denalii please live

243. Chapter 243 Come on Spencer

244. Chapter 244 We've got you brother

245. Chapter 245 Let's get out of here brother

246. Chapter 246 Is there any news yet?

247. Chapter 247 They never would have left you

248. Chapter 248 You can't just say no!

249. Chapter 249 So what's being done now?

250. Chapter 250 They lied

251. Chapter 251 Your not watching that

252. Chapter 252 The video

253. Chapter 253 I'm watching it!

254. Chapter 254 River, I know it was you

255. Chapter 255 I never wanted you to see that

256. Chapter 256 What's at the end?

257. Chapter 257 I want to talk about the video

258. Chapter 258 I'm hurting too

259. Chapter 259 Denalii just breath

260. Chapter 260 Be there in a minute boss

261. Chapter 261 I can't not right now

262. Chapter 262 Take a breath baby

263. Chapter 263 I fucking missed you Lucky

264. Chapter 264 She just needs time

265. Chapter 265 **MISSING CHAPTER ** BETWEEN 262 AND 263

266. Chapter 266 Tell me enchantress

267. Chapter 267 I'm not a idiot, I see it too

268. Chapter 268 Please understand the difference

269. Chapter 269 It's mine!

270. Chapter 270 It wasn't him, it was me

271. Chapter 271 What's the bet?

272. Chapter 272 Don't stop now princess

273. Chapter 273 He hates me

274. Chapter 274 Like a robot?

275. Chapter 275 Are you guys okay out here?

276. Chapter 276 They had a change of heart

277. Chapter 277 Brother I'm not answering that

278. Chapter 278 Stay out of it River

279. Chapter 279 Next time I'm forgotten

280. Chapter 280 Stupid boys

281. Chapter 281 You smell like sex

282. Chapter 282 Mommy is a grown up

283. Chapter 283 Corbin Tokash

284. Chapter 284 Explain

285. Chapter 285 Damn Monkey

286. Chapter 286 I'll try

287. Chapter 287 I'm not as excited as he is

288. Chapter 288 Your making it weird

289. Chapter 289 So you think I'm a whore

290. Chapter 290 That doesn't bother you?

291. Chapter 291 Good Morning

292. Chapter 292 Now we double and triple check

293. Chapter 293 This bed is better then ours

294. Chapter 294 My son's going to screw this up

295. Chapter 295 I really hope so

296. Chapter 296 We will not let them be disgraced

297. Chapter 297 They're alive!

298. Chapter 298 Well that hurt, thanks friend

299. Chapter 299 I know it wasn't the plan

300. Chapter 300 Then I hear it again

301. Chapter 301 They risk their lives everyday

302. Chapter 302 Back burner

303. Chapter 303 That's weird

304. Chapter 304 Jasper

305. Chapter 305 Pullover now!

306. Chapter 306 I promise

307. Chapter 307 Carter, I'm scared man

308. Chapter 308 Luca? Who's Luca?

309. Chapter 309 I can stay with her

310. Chapter 310 He's a great kisser

311. Chapter 311 Do you get paid hazard pay?

312. Chapter 312 Its your job?

313. Chapter 313 I'm not a good person

314. Chapter 314 Daddy, what's a traitor?

315. Chapter 315 We might have to kill him

316. Chapter 316 Where's Pickle?

317. Chapter 317 "Okay let's all take a breath

318. Chapter 318 Our family name

319. Chapter 319 Did you know?

320. Chapter 320 **Content trigger warning- Flashback**

321. Chapter 321 **Content trigger warning- Flashback**