Chapter 217 Lust
Because I had just handed Dan the only proof I possessed of the system that had tried to catalogue me since I was six.
Because my mother had looked at me with a disappointment so complete it still sat in my throat.
Because the last time I had been alone with Eli I had known less, and the knowing ...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 The First Sin
2. Chapter 2 Dangerous Proximity
3. Chapter 3 Birthday in the House of God
4. Chapter 4 The Men at the Back
5. Chapter 5 The Date I Wasn’t Supposed to Remember
6. Chapter 6 Caught in the Web
7. Chapter 7 A Dangerous Kind of Normal
8. Chapter 8 The Genesis.
9. Chapter 9 Strange Kind of Quiet
10. Chapter 10 The Night He Became a Secret
11. Chapter 11 The Future She Wanted
12. Chapter 12 The Opportunity That Changed
13. Chapter 13 At the Bookstore
14. Chapter 14 The Line We Crossed
15. Chapter 15 LOST
16. Chapter 16 The Name That Wasn’t There
17. Chapter 17 The Long Way Home
18. Chapter 18 The Knock
19. Chapter 19 Midnight Visitor
20. Chapter 20 Evidence in the Hallway
21. Chapter 21 The Wrong Conclusion
22. Chapter 22 The Questions He Wouldn’t Answer
23. Chapter 23 The Photographs
24. Chapter 24 Coming Storm
25. Chapter 25 The Purity Ball Pt I — October 14th
26. Chapter 26 Purity Ball Pt II— Where It All Started
27. Chapter 27 Purity Ball Pt III— Purity Is Obedience
28. Chapter 28 Purity Ball Pt IV— The Noose Tightens
29. Chapter 29 Purity Ball Pt V— Exposed
30. Chapter 30 Purity Ball Pt VI— The Mask and the Monster
31. Chapter 31 The Purity Ball Pt VII— the Parking Lot
32. Chapter 32 Purity Ball Pt VIII— The Scholarship Offer
33. Chapter 33 Known Faces
34. Chapter 34 The Space Between
35. Chapter 35 Cold
36. Chapter 36 The Devil's Holiday
37. Chapter 37 Drunk
38. Chapter 38 One Plus One
39. Chapter 39 Red
40. Chapter 40 Blackout
41. Chapter 41 The Morning After Everything
42. Chapter 42 The Whitetakers
43. Chapter 43 First Night
44. Chapter 44 Him?
45. Chapter 45 Breakfast at the Long Table
46. Chapter 46 Confusion
47. Chapter 47 Learning and Settling
48. Chapter 48 The East Wing
49. Chapter 49 Lies Perfectly Constructed.
50. Chapter 50 What We Don't Say
51. Chapter 51 What We Do Say
52. Chapter 52 Dangerous Daylight
53. Chapter 53 The Dinner Table
54. Chapter 54 Uncontrollable Desires
55. Chapter 55 Sleeping Dogs
56. Chapter 56 Ask
57. Chapter 57 One Figure
58. Chapter 58 Where is Grace?
59. Chapter 59 Collected
60. Chapter 60 They’re Here
61. Chapter 61 Wonderful Actress.
62. Chapter 62 'He's Manipulating You!'
63. Chapter 63 Not What You Think
64. Chapter 64 Mia's Party
65. Chapter 65 History
66. Chapter 66 The Balcony
67. Chapter 67 Corridors of Emotions
68. Chapter 68 The Accident
69. Chapter 69 His Side of the House
70. Chapter 70 Doorway
71. Chapter 71 You Already Ruined Me
72. Chapter 72 First Sunday
73. Chapter 73 Deacon Lawrence
74. Chapter 74 The Foyer
75. Chapter 75 You've Been In The East Wing.
76. Chapter 76 The Smiling Snake
77. Chapter 77 The Old Street
78. Chapter 78 Kidnapped
79. Chapter 79 The Room That Remembers
80. Chapter 80 Eli's Rage
81. Chapter 81 I Should Never Have
82. Chapter 82 What She Carries
83. Chapter 83 The Version That Shows Up
84. Chapter 84 The Wife Who Knew
85. Chapter 85 My Stepdaughter
86. Chapter 86 Authorization: He Didn't Know
87. Chapter 87 Under Lock and Key
88. Chapter 88 Mapping Out My Escape Plan
89. Chapter 89 Saved by the Bell
90. Chapter 90 The Wrong Rescue
91. Chapter 91 Taillights
92. Chapter 92 What the Ground Knew
93. Chapter 93 The Man Who Was Supposed to Be Dead
94. Chapter 94 Too Late
95. Chapter 95 How Do You Know All That?
96. Chapter 96 The Man Behind the Pulpit
97. Chapter 97 Quarry Road
98. Chapter 98 The Man Who Fled Smoothly
99. Chapter 99 I'm Here; Thanks to Your Mum.
100. Chapter 100 What Remains After the Woods
101. Chapter 101 Survived
102. Chapter 102 The Road That Almost Ended Us
103. Chapter 103 Memory Loss: The Girl Who Woke Up Empty
104. Chapter 104 Whispers in the White Room
105. Chapter 105 The Voice I Knew
106. Chapter 106 The Endless White Corridor
107. Chapter 107 The Scream That Woke the Ward
108. Chapter 108 The Name Without a Face
109. Chapter 109 The Word That Slipped
110. Chapter 110 Beautiful Like Marilyn Monroe
111. Chapter 111 Jealous
112. Chapter 112 The People Who Waited
113. Chapter 113 Cruel Stepbrother
114. Chapter 114 The Shrine: The Room Nobody Mentioned
115. Chapter 115 Obsession
116. Chapter 116 Rejected
117. Chapter 117 Rest Is For The Wicked.
118. Chapter 118 Zealous
119. Chapter 119 I'm No God
120. Chapter 120 I'm Not Driving Her, Rebecca!!!
121. Chapter 121 Let You Get Kidnapped
122. Chapter 122 Gods Don't Run
123. Chapter 123 The Man Who Thinks He's Untouchable
124. Chapter 124 Daniel Ashford
125. Chapter 125 The Masked Stranger???
126. Chapter 126 The Name That Broke the Silence
127. Chapter 127 Anonymity
128. Chapter 128 The Weight of Forgotten Sins
129. Chapter 129 The Midnight Vigil
130. Chapter 130 The Beginning of The End For Real
131. Chapter 131 "Your Son is Bleeding and You’re Thinking About the Ministry?"
132. Chapter 132 THE GIRLS WHO WERE SILENCED.
133. Chapter 133 The Roads I Didn't Recognize
134. Chapter 134 Contaminated Bandaging
135. Chapter 135 Was It My Mom?
136. Chapter 136 Twenty Minutes
137. Chapter 137 When Your World is Falling Apart.
138. Chapter 138 Pals
139. Chapter 139 Everything, Everywhere, All at Once
140. Chapter 140 He Said My Name
141. Chapter 141 What Slipped Through
142. Chapter 142 The Letter He Kept
143. Chapter 143 The Cost of Walking Free
144. Chapter 144 The Religious Police: Upgraded Version
145. Chapter 145 Discernment
146. Chapter 146 Another Notification
147. Chapter 147 The Postttt
148. Chapter 148 The Press
149. Chapter 149 Effects of the Surgery
150. Chapter 150 Before She Finds Out
151. Chapter 151 Lost and Alone
152. Chapter 152 The Old Chapel; Joshua.
153. Chapter 153 Targeted
154. Chapter 154 The Line I Won't Cros
155. Chapter 155 Nothing Worth the Wait
156. Chapter 156 The Year My Mother Stopped Singing
157. Chapter 157 Sophia
158. Chapter 158 I HATED HER!
159. Chapter 159 The Girl Who Shouldn’t Have Been There
160. Chapter 160 Sparks
161. Chapter 161 Ignited Sparks
162. Chapter 162 The Thing I Wasn’t Supposed to Feel
163. Chapter 163 The Night Everything Changed
164. Chapter 164 No Ashford vs Reyes
165. Chapter 165 Disvirgined
166. Chapter 166 Goodbyes?
167. Chapter 167 What They Did to Her
168. Chapter 168 The Names on the Letterhead
169. Chapter 169 Shocking Unravellings
170. Chapter 170 Cancer
171. Chapter 171 Love of My Life
172. Chapter 172 "I'm Coming, Sophie."
173. Chapter 173 Sharpened the Blade
174. Chapter 174 The Night the Knife Found Its Target
175. Chapter 175 The Highest Score
176. Chapter 176 The D-Day—Purity Ball
177. Chapter 177 Come as Someone Else
178. Chapter 178 114 Morrow Lane
179. Chapter 179 First Clean Cut
180. Chapter 180 Mother Nature’s Favor
181. Chapter 181 Another Mission Accomplished.
182. Chapter 182 Enemy of My Enemy
183. Chapter 183 "This Was Not Me!"
184. Chapter 184 Suspicious Josh
185. Chapter 185 Whitaker Family Watch Group
186. Chapter 186 Earning It Back
187. Chapter 187 How Long Have You Been Watching
188. Chapter 188 The Face on the Footage
189. Chapter 189 The Face I Knew
190. Chapter 190 The Call I Almost Didn't Answer
191. Chapter 191 I Remembered
192. Chapter 192 Back to How it Started
193. Chapter 193 October 14— Since I Was Six
194. Chapter 194 Not The Dan I knew.
195. Chapter 195 WHO ARE YOU, DANIEL?
196. Chapter 196 "The Genesis of What You Know"
197. Chapter 197 The Girls Don't Come Home
198. Chapter 198 What Came After
199. Chapter 199 My Mother Had Always Been my Angel
200. Chapter 200 The Condition
201. Chapter 201 Three Questions
202. Chapter 202 Ninety Minutes
203. Chapter 203 Back To The Park
204. Chapter 204 The Name on the Page
205. Chapter 205 Not Another One!
206. Chapter 206 Some Rooms Are Still Listening
207. Chapter 207 No Ears
208. Chapter 208 What Happened to It
209. Chapter 209 Consequences
210. Chapter 210 Nine Days Later
211. Chapter 211 Nine Days Before
212. Chapter 212 The Next Move Was No Longer Mine
213. Chapter 213 The Photographs
214. Chapter 214 Their Absence
215. Chapter 215 The Landing
216. Chapter 216 Without Knocking
217. Chapter 217 Lust
218. Chapter 218 The Name on the Screen
219. Chapter 219 Tonight
220. Chapter 220 The Locked Door
221. Chapter 221 Ten Minutes
222. Chapter 222 United Front
223. Chapter 223 Nothing Left to Lose
224. Chapter 224 Silence Louder Than Yelling
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