Chapter 3 CIF Agreement

Remy stared at him, the silence stretching.

​For a moment, he was certain he'd misheard.

​"What… did you just say?" he asked, his voice barely over a whisper.

​Jaxon didn't look away. "You heard me."

​The air inside the car felt too tight, too warm—like it was closing in on him.

​Remy let out a quiet, disbelieving laugh, shaking his head. "This isn't funny, Jaxon."

​"I'm not joking," Jaxon stated calmly.

​And that was the problem.

​Because Jaxon Thorne didn't look like he was joking.

​He looked calm.

​Certain.

​Like he'd already decided how this would end.

​Remy shifted uncomfortably in the seat, his hands forming fists on his lap.

​He had promised himself never to go down memory lane, but at that point, it was inevitable.

​"You have to be joking… You have to be." He bit his lip, recalling his vulnerable, laid-back self standing in front of Jaxon in a locker room, wearing his feelings on his sleeve… only to be rejected.

​And brutally so.

​"I am not joking, Remy. I need you to be my boyfriend... urgently—"

​"How can this be possible?" Remy's amber eyes flew up, searching Jaxon's blue ones.

​"You... I said the same words to you. You rejected me. Why do you want me now?" He hesitated. "You made it very clear four years ago that I wasn't even worth considering. I'm still me, Jaxon; what changed?" he questioned, hungry for a clear picture.

​Remy already had more than enough on his plate; he did not need extra drama that would break whatever was left of his soul.

​He couldn't stand a second humiliation.

​Jaxon slowly arched a brow at Remy, watching him for a split second before he spoke.

​"Nothing changed, Remy," Jaxon murmured. "I just need you as my fake boyfriend," he said.

​Remy went still.

​That even hurt deeper.

​Not good enough for real, but good enough for a lie.

​"Why?" Remy asked, gazing out of the window through the tinted glass.

​"I'll answer whatever questions you have. For now, all you need to know is that I'm in a scandal right now. You beside me..." He glanced at Remy, his eyes dark.

​"It gives my PR team a positive narrative to push out, and I don't lose sponsors. I already helped you, Remy; help me," Jaxon stated, his voice detached even though he wanted to beg to show Remy how urgent his case was.

​Remy went quiet, trying to put everything together.

​He understood what Jaxon wanted.

​It was a harmless request... if only it weren't Jaxon.

​"Eight months," Jaxon's voice cut through.

​"Publicly, we're inseparable." He glanced at Remy, his fingers clutching the steering wheel.

​Remy's jaw tightened. "And privately?"

​"That's up to you," Jaxon murmured.

​A pause.

​"Whatever you do off-camera is up to you... not my business," Jaxon clarified.

​Remy was about to speak when Jaxon's phone rang.

​"Harper," Jaxon said as he answered his phone, pressing his head against the headrest and closing his eyes.

​"We're having dinner tonight. Are you representing or am I signing you out?" A stern voice echoed from the speaker.

​Jaxon exhaled, slowly turning his head to find Remy staring at him.

​He could see the indecisiveness in Remy's eyes, but he was really not in the mood to take his time convincing anyone.

​He didn't look away as he answered, "I'll be there, Harper," he said.

​"Good."

​The call ended and Jaxon started his car.

​"We need to get you changed. You look like you survived an apocalypse," he said, pulling away from the hospital.

​Remy blinked, looking exasperated. "I never gave an answer," he whispered.

​The car abruptly stopped and Jaxon turned to Remy, looking impatient but controlled.

​"Well then?" he asked, his thumb tapping the steering wheel.

​Remy closed his eyes.

​This wasn't love.

​It wasn't even trust.

​It was survival.

​"…Fine."

​When he opened his eyes again, Jaxon was already watching him.

​"But this doesn't mean anything," Remy added quickly.

​Jaxon's gaze didn't waver.

​"Of course," he said quietly.

​Remy sighed. "This has to be official. Just so we know the terms," he said quietly.

​He had to help Jaxon... it was only fair.

​After what Jaxon had done, Remy literally owed him his mother's life; pretending to be something closer than a friend was a fair payment.

​Jaxon's jaw flexed very slightly. "Sure."

​He already had a contract waiting in his home; all that was missing was Remy's signature.

​After a brief stop at a clothing store, they made a stop at Jaxon's condo where he retrieved the contract for Remy.

​"Here," Jaxon placed the document on Remy's lap as he entered the car and fastened his seat belt.

​Remy had chosen something moderate... something in his style.

​A brown sweater and black pants; he would blend perfectly with the crowd.

​Pulling his sleeve away from his palm, he touched the document, his heart thudding loudly as he stared at the 'CONFIDENTIAL INTIMATE FRIEND AGREEMENT (CIF).'

​This was beginning to look real; he was actually agreeing to this!

​"Here." Jaxon placed a pen on top of the document and drove the car away.

​"We'll be arriving at the Bruins' family dinner in five. I'd appreciate it if you signed it before then," Jaxon said, his voice low.

​With a determined look, Remy flipped through the three-page document, skimming thoroughly.

​Honestly, it all seemed simple.

​Just like Jaxon had said earlier: intimate public appearances with no definite label. Separate private lives.

​Remy picked up the pen, hesitating.

​The car slowed at the traffic lights and he felt it—Jaxon's gaze. Steady, watching, reading him closely.

​Slowly sucking his bottom lip between his teeth as he stared at the document, he eventually let out a soft sigh and signed it.

​"There. Signed," Remy said. Without lifting his head, he held out the signed contract to Jaxon.

​"Just make it good enough that they question what we are," Jaxon reminded him in a detached tone, taking the document from Remy.

​Remy turned his face to the window, not saying a word.

​He watched the city lights in a blur as they sped toward the venue.

​Everything was happening so fast and was so unpredictable. None of it made sense.

​Gradually, their car drove toward a secluded estate and onto a smooth path, leading them up to a wide-open gate with glamorous lights shining from the tall, fancy building inside the compound.

​Remy's breath hitched the moment he realized they'd arrived. Surrounding the entrance of the building were reporters.

​The moment they spotted Jaxon's car, their lights and lenses steered toward it like a single, hungry eye.

​He stiffened.

​He was used to staying behind the camera... not in front of it.

​"Remy," Jaxon called quietly as he pulled the car to a stop by the side of the house.

​Remy inhaled shakily, turning to face Jaxon's calm face.

​"They're a lot," Remy murmured.

​Jaxon nodded. "I've got you, Remy. ... follow my lead. Never give us a label," he whispered and unlocked the doors.

​"Stay," Jaxon said and got out of the car, calmly striding over to Remy's door.

​Gently, he pulled the door open and offered Remy his hand.

​Almost instantly, the reporters closed in on them.

​"Mr. Thorne, who was the lady with you at the bar?" a voice asked from behind a camera.

​"Is she the one inside the car?" another questioned.

​"Mr. Thorne, are you really that loose kind of man?"

​Their questions landed heavily on Jaxon, but he stood tall, his eyes only focused on the trembling man inside his car.

​"I've got you, Remy. Take my hand... please," he whispered.

​He couldn't afford a nervous partner tonight. He needed Remy to be stable to sell the positive image he was aiming for, and first impressions mattered.

​Remy shuddered, forcing himself to focus on Jaxon.

​'I can do this,' he said to himself. Very slowly, he lifted his hand and placed it in Jaxon's bigger one.

​Almost instantly, Jaxon's warm hand clasped around his, grounding him.

​With a nod, Jaxon helped Remy out of the car, his arm instantly finding Remy’s lower back.

​"Mr. Thorne, who is your date?!"

​"Mr. Thorne, what about the girl in the picture?"

​"Who is he, Mr. Thorne?!"

​Questions and flashes of camera lights threatened to blind them, especially Remy.

​He felt like running back into the car, but Jaxon's hand on his waist was his anchor, keeping him up, grounding him... guiding him.

​"Good... just keep walking," Jaxon leaned down and whispered into Remy's ear, causing Remy to visibly tense in his arms.

​"Oh my god! Is this what we think it is, Mr. Thorne?!" the first reporter asked enthusiastically.

​And just like that, the idea was planted.

​Two people who shouldn't trust each other… forced to stay close.

​Whether this would lead to a disaster or a resolution... they had eight months to find out.

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