Chapter 2 The Breakup

The next morning, the hallway smelled different.

Not the usual perfume and floor wax. Something electric. Like the air before a storm. People were clustered in groups, phones out, whispering. I kept my head down, walked toward my locker, and tried to ignore the way everyone kept glancing toward the east wing.

Noa fell into step beside me. "Did you hear?"

"Hear what?"

"Liam and Sabrina. Something's going down."

I didn't care. I really didn't. Let the rich kids eat each other alive. I had bigger problems. Like the fact that my mom had woken up coughing blood and told me it was nothing.

It wasn't nothing.

But I shoved that thought down and opened my locker.

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The first bell hadn't rung yet. The hallway was packed. I was shoving my history textbook into my bag when the crowd shifted. A path opened. People stepped back like they were making room for a funeral.

Sabrina Chase walked through the center of the hallway.

She was crying.

Not the pretty kind. The kind where your face gets red and your nose runs and you can't hide it. Her mascara was already smeared. Her lip was trembling. Her friends trailed behind her, reaching for her arm, but she kept shaking them off.

No one spoke.

Then Liam appeared from the opposite direction.

He wasn't crying. His face was stone. His jaw was tight. His hands were shoved in his pockets like he was trying to keep himself from punching something.

"Liam, please—" Sabrina started.

"We're done, Sabrina."

"I said I was sorry about the party. I didn't mean for—"

"You leaked my texts to my father. You told him I was failing. You know I'm not failing."

The hallway went so quiet I could hear someone's backpack zipper rattling three lockers down.

Sabrina's voice cracked. "I was trying to help."

"You were trying to control me. Just like you control everyone."

"I love you."

"No. You don't." His voice was cold. Flat. Like he was reading a grocery list. "You love the idea of me. The jersey. the car. the house. But you don't even know me."

Sabrina took a step toward him. He stepped back.

"Don't."

"Liam—"

"I said don't."

She stopped. Her shoulders shook. Her friends circled around her like vultures waiting for something to die.

Liam looked at her for a long moment. Then he looked at the crowd. His eyes swept over everyone. Over me.

I wanted to look away. I didn't.

"You want to know why?" he said, loud enough for the whole hallway to hear. "Because I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of waking up next to someone who checks my phone while I sleep."

Sabrina made a sound. Something between a sob and a scream.

"Your father is going to hear about this," she said.

"Tell him. He already hates me."

Liam turned and walked away. The crowd parted for him like the Red Sea.

Sabrina stood there. Crying. Humiliated. Everyone watching.

Then she ran. Her heels clicked against the tile, fast and frantic, until she disappeared around the corner.

Her friends chased after her.

The hallway erupted.

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Noa grabbed my arm. "Did you see that?"

"I saw it."

"That was insane."

"Yeah."

But I wasn't thinking about Sabrina. I was thinking about Liam's face. The way his voice had gone flat. The way he'd looked at her like she was a stranger.

I'd seen that look before. On my mother's face. When my father called.

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The rest of the day was chaos.

Everyone was talking about the breakup. The group chats were exploding. Someone had filmed the whole thing. By lunch, the video had three thousand views.

Sabrina didn't come to class. Her friends sat at the popular table, phones out, typing furiously.

Liam didn't come to lunch at all.

Noa and I sat at the scholarship table. Rice and beans. Cold. Always cold.

"You think he meant it?" Noa asked. "About being tired of pretending?"

"I don't know."

"What do you think he's pretending about?"

I thought about his face. The way his jaw was tight. The way his hands were shoved in his pockets.

"Everything," I said.

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After school, I stayed late to retake a math quiz I'd failed. The halls were empty by the time I finished. The sun was already going down. The windows were gold and orange.

I walked toward my locker, footsteps echoing.

He was there.

Liam. Sitting on the floor. Back against the lockers. Knees pulled up. Head down.

I should have kept walking. Should have pretended I didn't see him. That was the rule. Don't get involved. Don't ask questions. Don't care.

But his shoulders were shaking.

Not crying. Not quite. Something else. The kind of shaking that happens when you're trying really hard not to fall apart.

I stopped.

"Liam?"

He looked up. His eyes were red. His face was pale. He looked smaller than he had in the hallway. Younger.

"What do you want?" His voice was rough.

"Nothing. I just..."

I didn't have words. I never had words.

He laughed. Not a happy laugh. "You came to gloat? Join the club. Everyone else is."

"I'm not here to gloat."

"Then why are you here?"

I didn't know. I really didn't.

I sat down on the floor across from him. Not close. Just... near.

"I failed a math quiz," I said.

"What?"

"Today. I failed it. I have to retake it on Monday."

"Why are you telling me this?"

"Because you look like you failed something too."

He stared at me. I stared back.

"You're weird," he said.

"So I've been told."

We sat there in silence. The sun went down. The hallway got dark. Somewhere, a janitor was whistling.

"Why did you really break up with her?" I asked.

He was quiet for a long time. Then: "Because I don't know who I am anymore. And being with her made that worse."

I didn't know what to say to that. So I didn't say anything.

"Thanks," he said after a while.

"For what?"

"For sitting here. Not asking questions."

"I'm good at not asking questions."

"Yeah." He almost smiled. "I noticed."

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The lights flickered. The janitor's whistling got closer.

"I should go," I said.

"Yeah."

I stood up. Brushed off my skirt. Walked toward the exit.

"Maya?"

I turned around.

"Don't tell anyone you saw me like this."

"Who would I tell?"

He nodded. Like that made sense.

I walked out into the cold night air. The parking lot was empty. The streetlights were on. The bus wasn't coming for another twenty minutes.

I sat on the curb and thought about Liam Whitmore sitting on the floor, shaking, trying not to fall apart.

He wasn't what I thought.

Neither was I.