Chapter 1

Evelyn's POV

The factory smelled like death—rust and oil and something rotten underneath. I stood in the shadows on the second floor, watching the man called Grey Fox sell his secrets. My breath came out in small white clouds. Outside, snow fell heavy and silent, muffling everything. In here, every sound was sharp. Footsteps on concrete. The click of a briefcase. The metallic slide of a gun being checked.

I'd been playing the buyer's assistant for three days now. Gold glasses, black coat, leather briefcase. Inside the briefcase: a modified Makarov with a suppressor and two syringes filled with cyanide. The role fit me perfectly. After five years in Vorkuta, all my roles fit perfectly.

Below me, Grey Fox touched his watch again. Third time in five minutes. The file said it was his mother's watch, some old Soviet thing with a cracked face. He touched it when he was scared.

Which meant he should be scared. He'd stolen from Kholod. Sold our secrets to the West. And now he was here, trying to make one last deal before he disappeared.

He wouldn't make it out of this building.

My hand moved to my pocket before I could stop it, fingers brushing the small shape of my mother's cross through the fabric. The broken chain was wrapped around the silver pendant. I'd carried it through every mission, every kill, like some pathetic talisman.

Focus. I pushed the thought away. He betrayed the organization. He knew what would happen.

I started down the metal stairs, placing each foot carefully. The third step creaked if you put weight on the left side. The seventh had a loose bolt. I'd memorized all of it during my first surveillance pass. In my line of work, details kept you alive.

The German buyer looked up when I approached. Relief crossed his face. Good. He thought I was just another assistant, some hired help eager to finish this deal and get back to somewhere warm.

He had no idea I was here to kill him and everyone else if necessary.

I was three steps away from Grey Fox, the syringe hidden in my sleeve, when I heard the crying.

A child's voice. High and terrified.

No. Not now. Not when I was this close.

I froze. The bodyguards reached for their guns, movements sharp and trained. Grey Fox's eyes went cold and calculating—I could see the KGB officer he used to be, the man who'd probably killed children before without blinking. The buyer swore in German, already backing toward the door.

Then the little girl stumbled through the entrance.

She couldn't have been more than seven or eight. Pink jacket covered in dirt, messy braids coming loose, clutching a teddy bear like it was the only real thing in the world. Her face was red and blotchy from crying. When she saw the guns, she screamed louder. "Mama!" she sobbed in Russian. "I want my mama!"

The nearest bodyguard raised his gun, finger moving to the trigger. "Who sent you?"

Every part of my training said: Stay still. Let them handle it. One more body doesn't matter. Kill your target after they clean up the mess.

Children died in this business all the time. Collateral damage. Acceptable losses. That's what they'd taught us in Vorkuta. That's what Nikolai had drilled into my head during those frozen years: Sentiment is weakness. Weakness gets you killed.

But then the girl looked at me.

Her eyes were so blue. So scared. So desperately hopeful, like she thought maybe, just maybe, someone would help her.

And I remembered.

*Eighteen years old. My mother's dealer blocking the door, his bulk filling the frame. His friends laughing, discussing which of them would go first. The smell of cigarettes and unwashed bodies and my own fear.

"Wait," I said.

The word came out before I could stop it. Before I could think about what it meant for the mission. Before I could calculate the risk.

Grey Fox's eyes snapped to me. Suspicious. Dangerous. "Why do you care?"

I forced my voice flat. Professional. "Because a dead child means police. Investigations. You want that kind of attention?"

It was good logic. Sound reasoning. The kind of argument that would work on a man like him.

But that wasn't why I'd spoken.

Grey Fox studied me for a long moment. I could see him weighing options, calculating odds. Then he waved the bodyguard back. The gun stayed up, but the finger moved off the trigger.

I walked to the girl before anyone could change their mind. Knelt down. Up close, I could see the tears on her face, the way her small hands shook around the teddy bear. She smelled like snow and child's shampoo.

"What's your name?" I asked softly, in Russian.

"Katya," she whispered.

"Katya." I made my voice as gentle as I could. The way my mother used to sound, before the debt and the drugs consumed everything. "Your mama is looking for you. I'm going to help you find her, okay?"

I picked her up. She was so light, all bones and fear and trust. She buried her face in my shoulder immediately, still crying but quieter now.

"I'll take her outside," I told Grey Fox. "Five minutes."

He watched me, eyes narrowed. But he nodded once.

I didn't wait for him to reconsider. I walked.

The cold slammed into me the moment I stepped outside. Sharp and clean after the factory's rot. Katya's crying turned to hiccups against my shoulder. I could see an apartment building in the distance, maybe two hundred meters away. Lights glowed in the windows. People. Safety.

"That building," I said, pointing. "Do you live there?"

She nodded against my shoulder, her tears soaking through my coat.

I carried her through the snow, boots crunching with each step. My mind was already racing ahead. Two hundred meters there. Two hundred meters back. Grey Fox will still be there. He's too paranoid to leave immediately after a security breach. I can still complete the mission. I can still—

At the building entrance, I pressed the buzzer hard. Held it down until a woman's voice crackled through the speaker, annoyed and suspicious. "This child was lost," I said in Russian. "She needs help finding her family."

The door buzzed. A middle-aged woman appeared, confusion and concern warring on her face. I set Katya down gently, watched her run to the woman's arms.

Then I turned and ran.

My boots pounded through the snow. The factory loomed ahead, dark and broken. I burst through the door, already assessing.

Everything had changed.

The buyer's team was packing up, moving fast and nervous. The bodyguards were herding everyone toward the exit. Grey Fox had his coat on, already walking toward the door.

No. No, no, no.