A Distant past part 4

Freya's point of view

Red Red that's all I remember sounds of the pack had woken me up they were fast approaching. I hurriedly sat up the battle before me still etched in my five year old mind. To numb to take in what had just occurred moments ago. I begin to shiver from the cold wind that was now brewing in the midnight air. I watched as the Alpha approached me taking in the scene before him his eyes landing on his deceased son ,Rollin. His head ripped clean from his body Alpha Vex let out a deep growl.

Turning his head to me his eyes black as coal it sent a shiver up my spine. " Freya what did you do? What happened?" He picked me from my forearm making me wince in pain feeling his claws digging into my skin. " You tell me right this instance what happened to my son."

Tears welled up in my eyes feeling helpless unable to speak the Alpha took his hand and slapped me making my face go to the left. I let out a cry holding on to my face from the hard slap. When I still refused to speak he slapped me once more and I let out a louder cry for help. I looked down before whispering " Rouges."

Alpha Vex's eyes turned dark black once more no doubt mind linking the pack. He then grabbed me by my black raven hair dragging through the Forrest floor leaving cuts all across my legs nothing but my cries echoing across the midnight sky. By the time we reached the pack house I had managed to become even more bloody than I was moments ago. Throwing me to the hard ground my hands catching myself. I dare not to make a move. Just then I could see the Luna come out her eyes puffy no doubt crying due to the lose of her son. Her once neat hair was now disheveled. Making her way over to me grabbing my hair before pulling it back to force me to look into her deep blue eyes before speaking " How dare you lead rouges onto our pack lands because of you my son is dead and my son's children are without a father." Spitting in my face to show her disgust It was true Rollin had two children James and Sasha now orphans all because of me they were twins who lost their mother in child birth now fatherless due to my decision. " I can't even stand to look at you." I was to numb to move in a matter of seconds the pack had turned on me and everything Lucas had told me before is now coming true.

However, to my relief I could see Jai making his way through the crowd and finding the courage to stand I ran up to him embracing him in a hug in hopes that he will comfort me back. But at last I felt nothing in return instead looking up I could see anger in his eyes and utter disgust. He looked down at his now stained red white t shirt before looking back at me. I slowly began to back away from him now realizing he wasn't for me he was for the pack he had a purpose. " Freya you are dead to me you took away this packs beta you took away mom and dad and you took away the future Alpha of this pack all because you led rouges onto pack lands." Extending his claws I flinched shutting my eyes and awaiting for what was about to occur only it never came. Nia stood holding onto his hand " Jai babe it's not worth it she is not worth it harming her won't bring your parents back."

Tears flowed down my eyes looking around at the rest of the pack and the rest of my brothers who arrived just moments after Jai not one was willing to console me. For once I understood what Lucas was telling me I was useless I saw it now. The only one who cared about me was my mother or maybe that's what she wanted me to believe too.

Alpha Vex soon approached me " Freya from now on you are an omega you will do what the rest of the omegas due. Do you Understand?" I quickly nodded as a reply.

Four years would go by ( now age nine)

I was mistreated by the pack day by day. My hands sting as I washed the last dish from yesterday's beating. The gammas daughter Vicki made sure of it. My long hair now cut short a form to embarrass me to gain power over me. I look out the window at the Forrest my parents were murdered In sometimes I wished it was me who had die that day instead. Looking in the other direction I see Jai and Ralph talking before looking over to me Ralph tugging on Jai's shirt " Come on man I can't stand to look at a murdering bitch." With that the both of them exited the kitchen. Wrapping my arms around me biting my lip trying to hold in my cries but atlast I had failed to keep it together. I often wondered if this was how my brothers always viewed me as an ingrade. I looked back to the Forrest once more and the more I looked at it the more I wanted to be with my parents maybe then my brothers will be finally happy. They can live their lives with out having their once sister be a burden to them. I opened the sliding door onto the porch I continued walking not knowing where I was heading but following my feet carrying me away from the pack house. Arriving to the pond where it all happened. I looked into the pond water my once gleaming eyes that once held spark to them now dull and filled with sadness. My once long straight hair now cut into a pixie hair cut. My once healthy figure now skinny and malnourished. I let out a cry begging for this Neverending pain to end.

" Shhhh Freya why is it I always find you crying here?"

Startled I got up wrapping my arms around me once more. I slowly backed away in fear of she might do.

She let out a laugh " Don't tell me you had forgotten about me Freya."

It took me a few moments to realize the woman who stood infront of me, Kat. "You took away my parents."

" No your parents saw rouges and that's all they saw that's what got them killed." Anger clearly laced in her voice I had clearly offended her. Kat soon took her hand towards as if to ask me to take it before continuing to speak. " Come with me Freya let me take away all this pain your feeling. You will never have to live in fear again."

I was deep in thought before taking her hand leading me deeper into the Forrest. This would mark a new beginning for me.

Kat soon spoke once more " Alister will be most pleased."