A New Beginning!!!

Freya's point of view ( nine years old)

Alister and Kat adopted me as their own in hopes that one day I will be mated to their son Bane. They taught me how to fight and most importantly how to survive. I would soon become the very thing my parents despised a rogue. For the first time in a long time I felt a sensation so familiar yet so foreign to me a sense of family. Word would soon break out throughout rogue society that when the time would come I would be Alpha Bane's chosen mate if not his fated either way we would be together. Weeks would soon turn to months. I often wondered and perhaps even hoped that my brothers missed me but even I know wishes always don't come true and your not always promised a happy ending. The only person you can truly trust in this life is yourself my brothers made sure I got that lesson in life considering how fast they turned their backs on me.

" Hmmm you are very beautiful my son will be pleased with you once he comes of age. Promise me one thing Freya." Kat said had she finished my fishtail braid my raven hair has grown in the last few months almost reaching my collar bone. I couldn't help but to reflect on when my mother would braid my hair we often would wear the same braids through out our hair. I looked up to my mother the way she held herself with such elegance and grace I longed to be just like her when she would enter a room everyone would stop and stare at her she was truly beautiful. I cleared my throat some things have to stay in the past Kat is my mother now I must make her proud instead.

" Of course Kat what is it?" I shot her a small smile.

" Soon you and my son will be mated even after I'm long gone. I want you to keep my son happy the future of our rogue pack depends on it even so when you bare his children."

My stomach dropped " Bare his children?"

" Yes that's right you will hold his future in your very womb."

"Kat can I ask something?"

" Of course love what is it?"

" What if Bane doesn't like me. What will happen to the future of the pack?"

" He will learn to love you he may have his affairs but they will never be able to take his position after him. You will remain loyal to him even after his affairs. He will surely come around."

I furrowed my eyebrows together " But shouldn't he love me just as much as I love him. From the very beginning at least?"

" You will try to love him but the only true love you will ever receive is from your children that's why you have to remain strong. The future depends on it. Now that's enough chatter my love we will discuss more when the time comes for now enjoy your youth it won't last much longer." As I stared in the mirror I could see Kat swiftly wipe away her tears " Any way make sure your ready for tonight we have important guests coming we must look our best." She sniffled.

I couldn't help but to wonder is she speaking from experience? Was she preparing me for my fate? What was to become Bane and I? The past few months I had lived in rogue society Bane hasn't spoken two words to me. Maybe because he seemed much older than me Bane was four-teen while I was only nine a few months shy of my tenth birthday. I felt out of place standing next to him all the rogue girls in his year fancied him chasing after him. It pained me to see him flirt back was this to be my destiny being In a loveless mate bond. Of course what could he have in common with the deceased betas daughter. I was disowned by my brothers and my pack. While he was very much loved and respected although rogue you could see it in Kat's eyes she would do anything for her son her only son at that. I would soon bare his child but I often wondered why me.

I was interrupted by an older man he was well build his salt and pepper beard was braided in one single braid with beads running through it he wore a leather vest his style was very much of a viking and he stood at an astonishing 6'4.

" Odin, welcome it's been a long time." Alister shook the one called Odin's hand.

" It truly has been a long time Alister. Aahh this must be the future Luna of our pack she looks just like her mother. I'm sure your son is quite pleased with her is he not?"

The mention of my mother had grabbed my attention what do they know about her.

" Well my son is still young but once she blossoms into a woman I'm sure he will be ready to bed her after all she does get her looks from her mother."

" Aye it's a real pity you had to kill her."

Just then Kat burst out " The bitch had what was coming to her she attacked me unprovoked. She was always prancing around here like she was better than us." Tears of anger flowed down Kat's face.

Alister nuged her on her side. " What do you mean Kat? My mother grew up in my old pack."

Kat's eyes had softened " Oh love my sweet sweet Freya is that what she told you?"

" My mother doesn't lie."

" Aaww that's so sweet your mother doesn't lie she doesn't lie she just left out the fact she was once one of us hmmm." I never seen Kat like this it's like someone flipped the switch. Just by the simple mention of my mother.

" Kat that is enough." Alister growled.

" Really Alister after all these years you still love her even after what she did to us."

" Kat you are drunk go to bed." It took me a second to realize the now empty wine glass in her hand. How much did she drink normally it takes werewolves a long time to get drunk.

" No Alister I will not she ran away from her calling in this pack but I stayed I stayed and picked up the pieces that she had left behind I did it all. No thanks to her I gave you a heir not her and you still disrespect me by always complementing her more than you have ever done me. I couldn't have more children because you always wanted her to carry them Alister so you refused to give me more you took that away from me the one thing I ever asked you for and you couldn't even do that why. Now you wanted me to bring her daughter here to be with our son. hmmm" Alister tried to reach her but she shook it off " Just forget it I will continue to pick up the pieces like I always manage to do."

I was frozen place my mother was once one of them what more has she been hiding from me soon anger over took my very soul and I will be changed forever.