Chapter 38 It's real
RYAN'S POV
When you're sad, happiness seems disgusting. Fake. Obnoxious. It feels like it has no place near you, and you want to tear it away from anyone who dares show it. You hate those who experience it, hate those who urge you to try and experience it too, as if it’s some gift waiting to be unwr...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 Life
2. Chapter 2 Contact
3. Chapter 3 Unravelling
4. Chapter 4 Feeling
5. Chapter 5 Obsessed
6. Chapter 6 You again....
7. Chapter 7 Resistance
8. Chapter 8 Borrowed time
9. Chapter 9 How it starts
10. Chapter 10 Curiosity
11. Chapter 11 Chances
12. Chapter 12 Limerence
13. Chapter 13 Depressed?
14. Chapter 14 Longing
15. Chapter 15 A decision
16. Chapter 16 Hopelessness
17. Chapter 17 Loneliness vs Solitude
18. Chapter 18 Regrets
19. Chapter 19 Drifting Through
20. Chapter 20 Just one person
21. Chapter 21 Circling back to you
22. Chapter 22 Not just a kiss
23. Chapter 23 This ends badly
24. Chapter 24 Pride vs Exhaustion
25. Chapter 25 Unfortunately
26. Chapter 26 Yearning
27. Chapter 27 Okay
28. Chapter 28 A safe truth
29. Chapter 29 Quality over time
30. Chapter 30 Pretty bad
31. Chapter 31 Could've been worse
32. Chapter 32 Smitten
33. Chapter 33 Life is labor
34. Chapter 34 List of experiences
35. Chapter 35 I don't want to die
36. Chapter 36 Life is for the living
37. Chapter 37 ...Get to him
38. Chapter 38 It's real
39. Chapter 39 You'll be okay
40. Chapter 40 Miserable
41. Chapter 41 I genuinely like you
42. Chapter 42 Melancholic Immersion
43. Chapter 43 Hope
44. Chapter 44 Noah
45. Chapter 45 Fear of failure
46. Chapter 46 I want you to stay
47. Chapter 47 Why not?
48. Chapter 48 The universe doesn't care
49. Chapter 49 Adventurous
50. Chapter 50 Crazy about you
51. Chapter 51 Desire
52. Chapter 52 Always so careful...
53. Chapter 53 Fate
54. Chapter 54 I'll take care of it
55. Chapter 55 It's later...
56. Chapter 56 Anything
57. Chapter 57 Everything....
58. Chapter 58 Made for me
59. Chapter 59 I want you moved
60. Chapter 60 To be seen like this
61. Chapter 61 We are all fragile creatures
62. Chapter 62 Coward
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