
I'm Only His
Patricia Hernandez · Ongoing · 41.5k Words
Introduction
"STOP PLEASE JUST STOP!" I hear myself scream feeling warm tears fall down my cheek. I couldn't bear it anymore.
At the sound of my scream, he stops midair snapping his head towards my frightened one with a sadistic smirk. He does that every time someone begs.
"Sorry Princess, I don't think I heard you?" He heard me, that's how he plays with people's emotions.
"Stop just let him go he didn't do anything wrong."
He stares at me blankly. His eyes show anger. "HE DID DO SOMETHING WRONG! HE TOUCHED YOU! NO ONE TOUCHES WHAT'S MINE!"
"Say it. I WANT.TO.HEAR.YOU.SAY.IT!"
I know what he wants me to say, I just couldn't.
"Tell me Princess. Tell me what I want to hear." he cups my face with his bloody hands.
Staring into his cold-hearted eyes I let out a shaky breath "I -- I'm...only...yours."
When a random act of kindness becomes an obsession...
Will Helena survive Kane Cruz?
Chapter 1
Helena’s P.O.V.
"Helena, come on! I promise it is going to be fun." Tatiana my best friend since the second-grade yells from the outside of her car.
I look at her and shake my head no. I cannot believe she made me come to this college party. My parents will kill me if they ever find out.
"Tatiana, we should not be here. What if something happens?" I tell her through the window I had cracked opened a bit.
"Stop being such a wuss. Nothing is going to happen. Except maybe getting drunk and meeting hot college guys!" she beams. It would be like her to only think about getting drunk and getting screwed by some hot guy.
I think about it for a minute. I should not over think it. Now being a senior in high school I should be enjoying myself. My boyfriend is away for the long weekend, and I have never been to a college party.
"Ugh, fine. As long as you promise that you will not get drunk and leave me alone with drunk people I do not know."
"Cross my heart and hope to die if not you can stick a needle in my eye." she sing songs. Sticking out her pinky finger out just like she always does when we make a promise to each other.
I get out of her car and hook my pinky with hers. "You better." then hook my arm around hers laughing making our way into the house party.
2 hours later...
"That bitch! She actually left me in this God forbidden place all by myself." I scream internally.
After walking into the party, we walked around to get a feel of the place. We met up with Tatiana's older brother Andre who comes to this school. His Fraternity are the ones throwing this party and invited us. Well, more Tatiana and of course me being her best friend I had to come.
He introduced us to some of his brothers. We then danced for a while until she went to dance with some guy and now, I cannot find her.
"Hey Andre. Have you seen your sister?" I tap his shoulder to get his attention. He is talking to some guy who looks very scary. I personally would not want to be alone in an alley with him.
Turning around, Andre smiles noticing it’s me. "Hey beautiful. How are you?" he slurs swinging his heavy arm around me.
"I'm good Andre. Have you seen Tatiana anywhere?" I ask trying to hold him up since he is drunk.
"My baby sister? Nah, nah! Have not seen her ma! Damn Helena, I did not realize how fucking sexy you are." he leans down and pecks my cheek.
"Eww Andre, stop. You are drunk." pushing him off I take a step back from him. Andre is like a big brother to me and even though he is really cute, I do not see him that way.
Bringing his hands up in surrender he chuckles "Alright, alright. Damn sorry. Just paying you a compliment. Get that stick out of your ass."
"Whatever. I will look for her myself." I say turning on my heels and leave him there laughing like an ass. I hate when he gets drunk because he hits on me.
All around me people are drunk. They are grinding on each other and doing other things I rather not see. I hate being around things like these. It never turns out well.
Trying to locate Tatiana, I go upstairs to see if she may have gone up to the bathroom. Knowing her she is in one of the rooms making out with some random guy.
Passing couples making out on the steps and even against the walls I make it to the second floor.
"Hey, sweetheart. Looking for something or someone?"
I turn around to see a tall muscular guy holding a red solo cup. He stands next to some other guy his size.
"Um, yeah. I’m looking for my girlfriend, Andre's sister." I tell them. Maybe they know who she is.
They look at each other and smirk then turn to look at me "Yeah, we know her. She went to the bedroom at the end of the hallway with some guy."
"Okay, thanks." I tell them with a smile. Just like I figured, she found herself a boy toy for the night.
Opening the door to the room I see that it is dim and empty. There is a bed on one side, except no one is in here. "That’s strange. Maybe they thought I was speaking about someone else."
Turning to leave I bump into a hard chest. "Oomph..." looking up to see who I bump into. It’s the tall muscular guy who told me Tatiana was in here.
"Sorry." I tell him.
"No worries sweetheart. So, your friend is not here?" he asks with a smirk. Just the way he asks sends a shiver down my spine. It is not a good feeling.
"U-umm, no she is not. I’m just going to head downstairs and look for her." side stepping him to leave but his other friend had closed the door and stands in front of it.
Grabbing my arm tightly he pulls me back. "Where are you going sweetheart?"
I begin to panic "I told you. I’m going downstairs to find my friend."
"Hmm, how about you stay up here with us, the three of us can have a good time?" he says brushing my cheek with his finger.
"I don't think so. I -- I have a boyfriend and, and I am going to find my fri-..." before I can finish, he grabs me and pushes me down on the bed.
"I don’t believe I asked if you have a boyfriend sweetheart. I asked if you want to have a good time with my friend and I." he hovers over me with an evil smirk. I know what his intentions are, and I do not want my first time to be by some drunken guy who I do not know.
"Ple -- please. Do not do this. I..."
"Are you begging me to fuck you sweetheart? Don't worry, once I fuck you in every hole, you will be begging me not to stop."
Bending down he pushes my legs apart so he can be in between them. He then grabs my hands pulling them above my head making me squeal.
"Please. Please don't! Please you can’t do this!" I start to scream. Even twisting my body to get out of his grip but he just laughs.
"There is no use in fighting it baby. I get what I want and what I want is to fuck you." cupping in between my legs he squeezes it with his free hand.
"Mmm, I am going to make that pussy so wet baby." unbuttoning my jeans then unzipping the zipper.
"Stop, please stop. You do not need to do this!" I continue to scream at him. There is no use. He and his friend are going to take my virginity by raping me.
"Hey, Darren, come here and make her wet for us. I don’t want her thinking we are not into foreplay." he tells his friend who is next to him now.
"Please. Please don't!"
"Shh baby. I’m going to make that pussy feel so good. Don't worry." Darren, the other guy tells me. Sliding his filthy hand inside my jeans he glides his finger on my clit.
"STOP! PLEASE DON'T!" screaming louder praying that someone can hear me. Only all I can hear is the bass to the music coming from downstairs.
"Damn mami, your pussy is so wet. Nick, feel how wet her pussy is. I think she wants it." Darren smirks at the tall one which now I know is Nick.
"Oh yeah? Let me see." Darren takes his hand out and licks his finger letting Nick finger me. "You taste good baby."
"GET YOUR FILTHY HANDS-OFF ME YOU SICK BASTARDS!" Screaming and with all my strength I am able to bring my leg up and knee Nick in between his legs causing him to let go of my arms.
"Ouch! You bitch!" he yells grabbing his crotch. Right when I am about to get up, he catches me by surprise. He slaps me hard which causes me to fall back on the bed.
"You are going to pay for that you stupid bitch! To think I was going to be gentle with you. Now I’m going to fuck you in your pussy and in your ass so hard that you will not be able to walk for a week." he seethes straddling me as he rips my blouse.
"STOP! STOP!"
"You are going to suck my dick while Darren over here fucks you senseless." he says unzipping his jeans to pull out his cock. I move my head from side to side.
He grabs my hair tightly to keep my head in place. "Open your mouth sweetheart and taste this delicious dick."
"NOO! GET OFF ME!" screaming over and over I can feel my jeans being pulled down.
"Stop moving you little bitch." with a punch to my face I begin to lose consciousness.
Shaking my head to maintain my focus on not getting raped, I swear I hear someone coming into the room screaming.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing to her?" the strange voice screams. I don't really know what else they are saying because my eyes feel heavy.
The weight on top of my body is lifted and I can hear grunts and cussing in the background. Then silence.
I feel dizzy and sleepy. "Hey, hey. It's alright Princess. You are safe now. No one will ever touch you like this again. I promise. If not, they are dead." the stranger tells me holding me to his warm chest.
Looking up through hooded eyelids it’s hard to really decipher his features, except his light gray eyes and the small nose ring on his nose.
He stares down at me and grins. "Are you, my savior?" I whisper then pass out in the stranger's arms not knowing who my savior is.
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