1. Chapter 1: The Monster that hunts at Night

2. Chapter 2: The Cottage in the Woods

3. Chapter 3: Golden Eyes

4. Chapter 4: The miracle and the unwanted

5. Chapter 5: Where no one can find us

6. Chapter 6: A forced waistline and a secret plan

7. Chapter 7: The tragedy of the ladybug

8. Chapter 8: The bigger coward

9. Chapter 9: Nightmares and Countdowns

10. Chapter 10: Its return

11. Chapter 11: The steep-walled Canyon

12. Chapter 12: The cursed boy

13. Chapter 13: Stuck with a murderer

14. Chapter 14: A countdown to nothing

15. Chapter 15: The boy

16. Chapter 16: To grow without freedom

17. Chapter 17: The longing for home

18. Chapter 18: The cries of the night

19. Chapter 19: Xavier

20. Chapter 20: The deal

21. Chapter 21: To be devoured by the desperate

22. Chapter 22: The guilt of affection

23. Chapter 23: The sight of a god

24. Chapter 24: Slow and Antagonising

25. Chapter 25 : The Past, The Present and The Future

26. Chapter 26: Close the distance

27. Chapter 27: In sickness and health

28. Chapter 28: Acceptance

29. Chapter 29: With the moon closing in

30. Chapter 30: Take, take, take

31. Chapter 31: The cruel past

32. Chapter 32: Mere moments before the unknown

33. Chapter 33: To love a beast

34. Chapter 34: A certain visit

35. Chapter 35: Reaching for a life I want

36. Chapter 36: The past that haunts

37. Chapter 37: Looking for my heart's home

38. Chapter 38: When worlds collide

39. Chapter 39: My own death

40. Epilogue: Two years later