Married at first sight

The night air was cool on my naked skin and I rubbed my arms. The only sound that could be heard in the room were our breathing.

I stared at Jeremy who was lying beside me and my heart twisted with love for him.

He looks so handsome with his sandy brown hair and jade color eyes. He was the most popular guy in my campus and I know how girls do flock around him, ready to do anything just so he could be with them. But, he chose me. Sometimes it just felt too good to be true.

“I want a favor from you”. He murmured, toying with a strand of my hair.

Of course, I would do anything for him. I stared at him and waited for him to ask for the favor.

"I want to have a recording of you and me having sex" Jeremy requested.

I sat up and stared at him, feeling uncomfortable with his request.

These days, he has been all about my nudes, taking pictures of me naked and even though I wasn't comfortable with it, I allowed him because he is my boyfriend.

And now, he is asking for a sex video?

"What! No Jeremy, you have already taken photos of my nudes, although, I wasn't comfortable with it but I allowed it because I love you and trust you to keep it secret."

I replied as I stared at him. I love him so much and would do anything for him but am not comfortable with him recording our lovemaking. It sounded cringe to me.

"If you really love me, you'll do as I say, come on, it's just for me to be looking at it when we're not together, I promise to keep it safe, don't you trust me?" He pouted as he waived an arm around my waist.

"Of course I trust you Jeremy, but..."

"Shhhh....no buts" he interrupted me, placing a finger on my lips "just this once and I promise that's it, come on."

Jeremy has been my boyfriend for two years and he hadn't for once given me any reason to doubt his love but I was just not comfortable with him making videos of the both of us.

“I'm sorry Jeremy but I will have to stand in my no. I'm sorry.”

"You already have my nude photos and that's enough. And if you love me, you won't insist" I interrupted when he was about to do just that.

"Well alright my love" he replied grudgingly and kissed me.

I was twenty three years old and I started dating Jeremy when I was just twenty two years old,the was the best thing that has ever happened to me and if all goes as planned, we will be getting married as soon as we graduated.

"I'm sorry, I'll be back. Wanna pee" Jeremy said as he slid into the bathroom while I made myself comfortable on the bed.

Soon, he came back and I smiled as he resumed kissing me. He ran his hand over my body and I wished that we could just wait until we are married before we do this but I do not want to offend him further.

Jeremy is quick tempered and I hate it when he is angry with me. I love Jeremy so much and had made a lot of sacrifices for him and had always given in to him whenever he makes a request from her and that's why, I was so happy this time around when he listened to me.

I had given in and gave him my virginity when he requested for it even though I was not happy about it. Love is all about sacrifices anyways.

He had promised to get married to me anyways, although my aunt didn't approve of our relationship, she had accepted Jeremy when she noticed that he makes me happy, only him can make me happy, I thought as I gave him access to my body.

Although he was rough with me today but I bore the pain, I had to pretend that I was enjoying it so that he can be happy. He pumped in and out of me, changing our positions at intervals, it took eternity for him to cum but finally he did and I inwardly sighed with relief.

"I need to go before my aunt starts looking for me" I said, standing up from the bed to get dressed but Jeremy pulled me right back

"Oh come on, you are not a kid anymore. You are twenty three and a college student."

"But Jeremy..." I started to protest but he cut me short.

"Come on please, just a little while" He replied as he dragged me to him and started kissing me all over again. I was still sore from all the roughness he had displayed earlier and prayed that he doesn't go another one

He pushed me so that I was lying face down, "I want your cute little ass" he whispered into her ears and my eyes widened as I shook my head.

“Jeremy no!” I protested but his penis had already sought the entrance of my anus and pain shot through me as he forcefully parted me. I felt like I was being ripped apart. I tried to struggle against him but he pinned me down.

I screamed in pain but he didn't stop. The process was long and painful and by the time he was done, I was sobbing openly.

"Come on baby, don't cry" he drawled as he placed a kiss upon my forehead

"That was painful, I can't do this anymore, I'm breaking up with you" I cried.

"Alright then, if that's what you want" he replied as he got into his short looking unconcerned.

I looked at him, shocked at his indifferent tone.

"Is that all you have to say? Apparently you never loved me" I yelled and he grabbed me by my shoulders.

"Look, I'm tired of you acting like such a child, you just don't want to grow up. I see no big deal in what had just happened between the two of us but as usual, you're making a big deal out of it. You should go and we'll talk when you're in a more sensible mood." He clenched out.

I stared into his blue eyes that I love so much, I wished he could be more sensitive to my feelings, perhaps he was right to say that she was making a big issue out of nothing but right now, not when I am feeling so much pain."

"Jeremy..."

"Just go Bella" he cuts me off, throwing my clothes at me.

Tears stung my eyes as I quietly put on my clothes and without another word, turns on my heels and leaves his apartment.