Married to a Wolf

My name is Aliison and I am a daughter of the Alpha of my pack but I was not treated like it. I am told every day that I am ugly and that nobody will ever love me or even like me. I am told constantly that i won't have a mate and if I do they won't want me. I have always wanted a mate to love me for me and not judge by what look like.

I am very curvy and I'm 5' 10. My family except for my younger sister and older brother call me fat and gross( I am not fat-shaming curvy or overweight girls). And the rest of my pack follows them in making comments to me.

Well, now I must get up and ready for the day I qarch the younger children of the pack when their parents need to go to work or need a break and want to leave them with me. I wake up usually very early to go for a run in my wolf form. I'm not allowed to do it in front of anybody else.

I get up and everyone is a sleep, I put a shirt and shorts on and walk downstairs. I love getting up early with the sun and watching the sky come to life! I'm outside and I shift my wolf is a beautiful dark brown with red at the tips wolf nobody has seen it in years.

I let Ash( my wolf's name) out and she took over and started running we felt so free and wanted to stay out forever but a while later we had to go in. I always felt so bad because Ash thinks its her fault that we can't show ourselves and retreats often and won't appear for days.

I went back in the pack house and went up stairs to get ready for the day. I took off my clothes and got in the shower a few minutes later I was out and drying myself off. I put a towel around my short dark hair and put on some stretchy jeans and a flowery shirt. I dried my hair and put it in a small bun and went to put a little makeup on. I put some eyeshadow that was almost a silver color to make my dark blue eyes stand out. I put on some light red lipstick and I was ready.

I went down stairs and I saw my friend Stacy who is an omega and is treated like a servant here. I don't like it but I can't say anything about it because if I did I know the Alpha would beat me, trust me I know because once I spoke up after being treated so badly and my Alpha slapped me and beat me, and then starved me for three days.

After that, we became good friends and I helped her with her chores without letting anyone know. You see her parents died a long time ago and now she is ordered to clean up after everyone and do all the cleaning and cooking. I wave good bye to Stacy and head out the door and get in my car and head to work. I don't get to eat there with a pack for breakfast or lunch but I'm allowed at dinner. I get to work and I see that families are already here waiting to drop their kids off.

"Hello kids are you ready for a fun day?" The kids yell and are so excited. The parents don't say anything to me and I don't expect them to. We spend the day playing and reading and later in the afternoon the kids have some time to nap. After that parents start to come and pick up their kids and after the last k I d leaves I lock up and head home.

When I get home I'm feeling a little dizzy probably from not eating all day. I step in the house and I see the pack down to eat so I grab my food and go to sit no not with them but in the back with Stacy. I'm not allowed to sit with them because once my mother looked at me and said We don't want to be looking at you while we eat slob" and pack members laughed and I haven't sat with them since.

Stacy and I talk for a while and when we are done we go clean up the table and do the dishes together. When we were nearly done Jack one of the pack members came in"Hey fatty Allison the Alpha and Luna would like to see you in the office in five min." And after that, he walked out of the kitchen.

"What could the Alpha and Luna want with you? You have been obeying their every word." Stacy looked at me with worry on her face.

"Don't worry I'm sure everything will be all right. They probably just want to tell me something that I have to do tomorrow." I looked at her and I left to go to my parents' office. I got to the door and knocked and I was told to come in. I open the door and go inside and I sit on a chair across from my parents and the next words I hear I don't like.