To Love Again

Her life is an emotional roller coaster. It was still fun in the first round, but it soon became dizzy, and it just went round and round until it came back, but it didn't feel the same. And then it would happen right now to her. When she first met the man who made her heart race and made her feel alive, she fell in love and he became her world. But everything changed in an instant when that man left her pregnant and abandoned her. So her life is no longer the same as it once was, and her ambitions have vanished.

She became restless and agitated. Her previous, more vibrant self was no longer with her. But she couldn't help but accept that her heart had been broken. They shared both happy and sad memories after those difficult times. For the time being, the difficulties they encountered are only memories. She was a good daughter to her parents, and she helped them financially while she was still working. But now that her parents are not aware of her situation, she is unsure how they will react.

They had been together for several years before deciding to live together under one roof. But when she became pregnant, Noah abandoned her for no apparent reason. She believes he is terrified of responsibility. Too much pain for her when she needed him, and then he abandoned her. That's why she cries every day and doesn't get enough sleep or food. She knew she'd go insane if she didn't stop and think positively. She had not yet returned to the province because she had previously promised that when she returned, she would bring Noah with her, but now she will return home alone.

Because the jerk said he'd drive her home and meet her parents. But it was only a promise. Her stomach had been rumbling for the past two months. They, on the other hand, had no idea she was pregnant. She was afraid of what would happen if they discovered anything else, and the person who had gotten her pregnant had abandoned her. She had no choice but to accept, even if it hurt. She never expected to be so badly harmed by someone she cared about so much. She used to have difficulty finding work. Her ambition is to help her parents in the province overcome their difficulties if she can send money to them.

But everything changed when she realized she was in love with someone who was also hurting her.

She is also currently unemployed. Because she was no longer in the right frame of mind to work after Noah left her. She lost her appetite for life as a result of what happened, and her pregnancy drove her insane. She frequently puked and passed out. She hoped she would die because she lived alone in this house.

She still doesn't understand why Noah is doing this to her. He didn't mind how she reacted. He was too preoccupied with himself to make a decision. They had been together for two years, but she ended their relationship in one day. She's tired of crying because Noah hasn't returned no matter what she does.

She got up and went into the kitchen, where she looked for something to drink and eat. She turned on the sink faucet and poured water into the mug. She started by washing her hands, then brushing her teeth. There is nothing she can do if she continues to cry at home, and things have not returned to normal. She will face life on her own and is confident that she will be able to overcome her sadness one day. She then searched the cabinet for something to eat and set two cups of noodles on the table. She also used the heater to heat water.

She didn't want to eat rice because she was pregnant, and becoming pregnant was a hassle. A minute after the water was boiling, she opened the cup of noodles and filled it with water. When she smelled the shrimp flavor of the noodles, her saliva flowed. 

She started eating the noodles because they were already cooked. and finished my meal in half an hour She couldn't breathe because she was so full. She took a break after eating to rest so she could clean the house later. Someone had rung the doorbell. She was curious as to who had visited her. She then exited the kitchen and walked to the gate. She noticed Ayesha carrying a raw mango wrapped in plastic cellophane when she opened the gate.

"Good afternoon, pretty pregnant woman," she said as she walked in.

"You don't have a job today?" she asked as she followed Ayesha into the house.

A few minutes later, Ayesha and I were sitting on the couch facing each other.

"How are you?" Ayesha asked her.

"I'm okay," she replied.

"Good to hear that. And I notice that you became prettier now that you are pregnant. And they informed me that you're resigning. Why is it so sudden?" Ayesha asked once again. 

Dionne was just quiet. She doesn’t know how to tell Ayesha what happened to her. She did not enter the office for almost three days and she didn't have the guts to call her and confess.

"Does Noah keep you from working?"

Dionne breathing heavily and she looked at Ayesha weakly. She was holding her hands.

"Ayesha, Noah broke up with me," she said.

"What?" Ayesha exclaims her eyes widening. 

"I'm just telling the truth. When else can such a painful incident be a joke?"

Ayesha stood up and look at her in disbelief. Maybe she was just trying to sink in her thought about what she said.

"What happened? Why did your relationship end all of a sudden? Didn't he even think that you were pregnant with his child?"

"I don't know, Ayesha why all of a sudden. He never told me the reason." Dionne replied.

"Really? I didn't know that when a man pregnant woman they disappear in their right mindset." Ayesha said.

"So you'll just let him leave you just like that? Won't you chase him?" Ayesha replied.

"Why else? He left me and hurt me big time. Will I still chase him?"

"Why not? You had the right because he got you pregnant," said Ayesha.