Cursed to Love the Alpha Prince

POV: Lauren

Rain needled the back of Lauren's neck as she counted the guards at Wolveroot's service gate for the third time. Four. Two she could out-talk. Four, standing shoulder to shoulder under torchlight like they'd been warned to expect trouble, were a different problem entirely.

She shifted the washboard against her hip, feeling the hollow space beneath its ridged wood where her real papers lay wrapped in oilcloth, the ones that named her Lauren Whitmore, daughter of the finest manuscript restorer the northern packs had ever known. Those papers stayed hidden. The ones in her hand, damp and shaking slightly, named her Laurie Byrne, twenty-three, of no particular family, seeking honest work in the laundries.

Twelve years she'd waited for this gate. Now that she stood in front of it, her mouth had gone dry as chalk.

"Name and business." The guard nearest her didn't look up from his ledger. Broad-shouldered, bored, the kind of man who'd checked a hundred girls through this gate and expected the hundred-and-first to be exactly the same.

"Laurie Byrne. I've a contract for the laundry wing." She held out the papers before he could ask twice. Steady hands. She'd practiced steady hands in front of a cracked mirror for three weeks.

He took them without thanks, unfolded the contract, and went still.

Not the stillness of a man reading. The stillness of a man who'd found something wrong and was deciding what to do about it.

"This seal's smudged." He turned the paper sideways, angling it toward the torchlight. "Half of it's gone."

"Rained on it walking up," Lauren said. "Two hours from the crossroads inn. I didn't have a cart."

It wasn't a lie, technically. She had walked those two hours. She'd also pressed a wet cloth against the seal herself, twenty minutes before reaching the gate, blurring just enough of the wax to explain why it didn't match the palace registrar's current stamp. A forged seal that looked forged was useless. A forged seal that looked ruined was something else, something a bored man wanted to stop looking at.

He didn't stop looking at it.

"Who issued this?"

"The labor office in Aldergate. Same as everyone this season, I'd think." She kept her voice light, faintly annoyed, the voice of a girl who had somewhere better to be than standing in the rain justifying paperwork. Annoyance was safer than fear. Fear made people curious. Annoyance made them want you gone.

Behind him, a second guard ,younger, sharper-eyed, the kind who noticed things the first one wouldn't ,drifted closer without seeming to. Lauren's pulse kicked up another notch. Two sets of eyes on one smudged seal was one set too many.

"Aldergate office closed its rolls in spring," the younger one said. "Contracts after that came through the eastern registry."

Lauren's stomach dropped an inch, then caught itself. She'd known that. She'd counted on someone not knowing it.

"Then the office was slow updating their own stamp," she said, letting a thread of real irritation into her voice now ,because irritation, unlike panic, didn't make her palms sweat worse. "I walked here on the word of a posting they gave me themselves. If their paperwork's out of date, that's hardly mine to answer for. I can turn round and walk back to Aldergate and tell them so, if you'd like, but I doubt they'll thank either of us for the trouble."

Silence. The rain filled it, tapping steady on the guardhouse roof.

The younger guard's mouth twitched ,not quite a smile, but close to one. He liked that she'd pushed back instead of crumbling. Good. Servants who crumbled got remembered. Servants with a little fire in them got waved through and forgotten by supper.

"Laundry wing's shorthanded," the first guard said finally, more to his partner than to her. "Sable's been complaining about it for a fortnight."

"Not my decision." The younger one shrugged, already losing interest, already glancing past her toward the next figure trudging up through the mud. "Let her through. If the paperwork's wrong, it's the registry's mess to sort, not ours."

Relief hit Lauren so hard and fast it nearly buckled her knees. She held herself upright through sheer will, murmured a thank-you that came out steadier than she felt, and stepped past the torchlight toward the servants' arch.

She'd made it three strides before she looked back ,she didn't know why, some old instinct that felt inherited rather than learned ,and what she saw stopped her cold.

The first guard hadn't filed her contract.

He'd folded it once, twice, and slid it into the inside pocket of his coat. Not the ledger box beside the gate where every other paper from tonight's intake sat waiting to be logged by morning. His coat. Where it wouldn't be recorded. Where it wouldn't exist, as far as any official record of Wolveroot Palace was concerned, except in the pocket of a man she'd known for exactly four minutes.

Lauren's breath caught somewhere behind her ribs.

Papers that didn't get filed didn't get lost. They got kept. Kept meant someone, somewhere, wanted a record of exactly who'd walked through this gate tonight outside the palace's official notice ,a private tally, off the books, answerable to someone who wasn't the labor office in Aldergate or the eastern registry either.

Something surfaced from a childhood she rarely let herself visit ,her mother's voice, low and certain, from a night she'd been too young to understand as a warning rather than a saying: Wolveroot doesn't forget who comes in. It only pretends to. She'd been twelve then. She hadn't understood what her mother meant until this exact moment, watching a stranger's coat pocket swallow her name.

She'd assumed it meant guards checking faces against old scandals. She hadn't imagined a man pocketing a stranger's contract like a keepsake before the ink was even dry.

"Something the matter?"

The younger guard had noticed her stopped mid-stride, staring back at the gate instead of walking on. Lauren forced her face into something bored, something tired, something that belonged to a girl thinking only of a dry bed and four hours' sleep before dawn shift.

"Just wondering where the servants' hall is," she said. "I've never been inside these walls."

He pointed her toward a low arch cut into the stone, already turning back to the line forming behind her. She thanked him again and walked, spine straight, feet steady, every nerve in her body screaming at her to run back and demand her real contract ,the false one, she reminded herself, the one that didn't matter, the one that was never supposed to matter beyond tonight's gate ,out of a stranger's coat pocket.

She didn't run back. Running back would undo four minutes of careful, desperate performance.

But as the arch swallowed her into torchlit corridors smelling of woodsmoke and lye soap, one thought settled into her chest like a stone dropped into still water, cold and absolute: someone inside Wolveroot Palace was keeping private records of new arrivals, off the official books, for reasons that had nothing to do with laundry rosters.

Twelve years ago, her mother had walked through a gate very much like this one and her mother had never walked back out.