
My Idol Is An Alpha
rolina.bawono · Completed · 176.1k Words
Introduction
Chapter 1
I was so shocked; my eyes could hardly believe that a big wolf was sitting in D.E.'s chair. Drax Ethan, aka D.E., is a solo idol that I am crazy about. I'm the idiot who infiltrated D.E.'s makeup room. Alone! I must accept the fact that my life is now at stake. That huge black wolf could not only give me an allergy to his fur but could tear me to death today!
"Shit!"
I turned around and ran as fast as I could. The worst thing was that the black wolf was already looking at me with his bright yellow eyes. The big black beast was following me! I ran as fast as I could—stupid me for following D.E., my idol, to such a lonely place just to get his autograph. There's nobody here! Even if I scream, no one will hear. All I can do now is save myself.
The creature chased me; he was a ferocious mammal that ran very fast and tirelessly. I had to find a way to survive! Enter the room! Yes, I had to go into the room and close it! Wolves can't open doors!
Grrrr!
The sound of the big beast snorting was already close; I was terrified. Since I was young, I’ve hated dogs! Especially this wolf! He was bigger and more ferocious! I ran to the left and entered a room. Before I could close the door, the big wolf pushed it open and jumped in.
I was cornered. I couldn't avoid him; the ferocious creature entered with bared teeth, ready to pounce on me. I looked right and left; there were no windows, no furniture. This room was just a space with no ventilation—a horrible place for my last day.
Grrr! He came near.
"Go away! Go! Someone help me, please!" I shouted, hoping someone would hear.
The wolf was silent. He didn't pounce, but slowly, I saw something beyond reason. The black wolf changed, becoming a human figure that I knew: Drax Ethan, the idol I'm crazy about. The man came closer with eyes that were still as sharp as a wolf's.
"Drax?"
"Humph!" His strong hands gripped my collar and pushed me hard against the wall.
"Argh!"
"Pervert! Why did you follow me into the locker room? What did you see? Did you bring a camera? Hand it over!" he snapped in a deep voice.
"No! I'm just asking for an autograph! But how... you? The wolf just now, why did he turn into...?" I stammered in fear.
"Humph! You've seen it all. Today is your last day, pervert!" he said, sounding angry.
"I'm not a pervert! I'm your fan!" I answered, trembling.
"A fan? Are you sure?"
"Yes! I am your fan!" I answered, even more frightened because Drax was looking at me with irises that had turned yellow.
"Haha! But you were running scared when you saw me! That wolf was me! Drax Ethan! I'm a Lycan!" He grinned, leaned closer, and licked my cheek as if he wanted to eat me right away.
I'm shaking, I didn't expect the idol I like to be a Lycan. I could have been torn to death the moment and became this creature's meal!
"You were my fan? Did you like me?" he asked, sniffing down my neck.
"You D.E? Are you him?" I asked still in disbelief.
"Look at me! I'm Drex Ethan! Why are you upset that I'm a Lycan?" he asked in a threatening tone.
"I am your fan, I love D.E. You're handsome and charismatic! I love your voice, but__ please don't kill me," I replied.
"Hump! At first, I wanted to eat your internal organs, but it looks like you're my fan, even though you're shaking," he said as he brought his face closer and still sniffed my scent.
"I'm your fan," I replied justifying.
"Fine! I think you can be of use. What's your name?"
"Elea,"
"Elea! From today you are my slave!" he said with a grin.
My name is Elea Jemima, a student majoring in history at a prominent campus in the city of San Louis. It's just, I don't really like taking classes, I think listening to lecturers talk is very boring.
The thing I like is music, recently I idolize a rookie singer. His name is Drex Ethan, me and his fandom call him D.E. He's a very handsome man, very sexy, very cool and his voice is very amazing. From the first time he debuted, I immediately fell in love. I think D.E. is the most perfect idol I've ever known.
"Lea! What are you doing?" she whispered.
I didn't hear it, I put on a Bluetooth headset and deliberately covered it with my hair while listening to D.E.'s music while shaking my shoulders during the lecture. It seems that my absurd behavior was observed by Barbara who was indeed sitting behind me.
"Lea!" she called again.
Annoyed at not being noticed, Barbara patted me from behind. I turned my head and opened one of my hidden headphones.
"What?"
"Ah, no wonder you're rocking. It turns out you're listening to music," she replied.
"Ssstt! Yeah, hihi, lectures are boring," I whispered.
Barbara nodded, but her eyes remained straight ahead where the lecturer was explaining the Roman ancient history.
"Lea! What are you looking for in the back?" asked Mrs. Martha who was observing my movements.
"I am sorry ma'am," I replied caught chatting.
"Now explain what you know about Rome, why is it called Roman, and who was the first leader there?" asked Mrs. Martha testing.
"Romans existed around 750 BC Bu, starting from the formation of the city of Rome and their first leader named Romulus,"
Mrs. Martha was quite impressed with my answer, and feeling unsatisfied, she started asking again.
"Besides Romulus, there is another who founded the Roman civilization. Do you know his name?"
"Remus, Romulus's twin brother. But they fought, and Remus died at the hands of Romulus."
"Hmm, that's right. It turns out you did listen to my lecture. Great!" Mrs. Martha said, feeling happy.
I just smiled. Mrs. Martha didn't know that I had been listening to D.E.'s album throughout her class. After all, Roman civilization is just one of the stories I've heard since elementary school; it's very easy for me.
Barbara just kept laughing; she knew for sure that I didn't care at all about the material taught by Mrs. Martha today. After college, Barbara immediately discussed it.
"You are great, Lea. Even though you weren't listening, you could answer all the questions," Barbara said, smiling.
"Haha, she didn't know I was listening to music. If she knew there was a headset in my ear, she would have confiscated it immediately," I replied, grinning.
"Hmm, yes, you're right. She would be angry with you, and you would automatically get a D."
"Hihihi, so terrible."
"Emm__ actually whose music made you crazy?" she asked.
"D.E.'s voice is amazing!" I answered with sparkling eyes.
"Are you sure because of the voice?" Barbara asked feeling unsure.
"Emm__ D.E. is very handsome, he is the most handsome and sexiest man in the world! I like him!" I replied.
"Ah, you're a crazy fan, aren't you? I have a relative who works at an entertainment company, D.E. is going to hold a fan meeting. Would you like me to give you a ticket?" she asked.
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah, but of course not for free,"
"I don't have much money, Barbara. Give me a discount!" I asked.
"You don't need to pay, you just need to replace my job taking care of the nursing home,"
"What?"
"My parents made me do social work because they knew my grades were bad last semester. Emm__ a kind of punishment,"
"So?"
"Instead of my punishment, then you will get a limited edition D.E. fan meeting ticket! How about that?" Barbara offers
"Deal! Only taking care of the elderly right? It's all very easy," I managed, who didn't know the fact that the elderly are usually as fussy as babies.
Deal made, tickets to D.E's fan meeting booked. My face smiled happily, every morning I made time to come to the nursing home to help with the social work there. Changing bed sheets, cleaning up vomit, drying bed wetting marks, really tiring.
D-Day, when Barbara was supposed to give me the ticket, the problem was that the annoying rich girl started whining again.
"Elea,"
"Yeah? What's wrong Barbara? Have you got my ticket ready?" I asked enthusiastically.
"Yes, I already have, but __,"
"But what?"
"Please go to the nursing home today, they need you, one of the residents of the nursing home is sick and they need people," she explained.
"But according to the agreement today I'm off Barbara, don't break your promise! Today is the D.E. fans meeting!" I replied annoyed.
"I'm sorry Elea, I'll buy you a T-shirt, merchandise and the newest album if you want. Only this morning, you can go straight to the event after the business there is finished, it won't take long time," Barbara explained.
"I know it's a tempting offer, but I don't want to miss my chance to meet D.E., Barbara. You should have done the punishment by yourself! At least today! I'm leaving, give me my ticket now!" I replied annoyed.
"I wish I could Elea, I'm in Bangkok now. I'm on vacation without my parents knowing!" Barbara answered pitifully.
"Hey! Then how's my ticket?"
"I've sent it along with all the t-shirts, merchandise, and others! It must be in the receiving department at your rented house by now!"
"Are you sure?"
"Very confident!"
"Come on Elea, I beg you to help me just this one, just today! Please! I don't want my parents to be suspicious, they will take my card and I will become a miserable student without money," she said pleadingly.
"You suck! Huh! Fine! But only this time! No other social work again next time! Do you understand?" I answered finally melted.
"Thank you, my friend! I will give you a big elephant from Bangkok as a souvenir!"
"There is no elephant as big as D.E. Just take your elephant! Hahaha,"
"You're a crazy fan! Have fun, Lea. See you next week!" she said.
The call was closed, and now I have to get up because I have to go to the nursing home first. Huuuh! Hopefully, the business is over there quickly and I can meet the handsome guy Drax Ethan.
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Last Updated: 2/7/2026#100 100. Summons an Army of Elves
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#99 99. Illusion Area
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#98 98. Infiltrated The Palace
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#97 97. Who Are You, Drex?
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#96 96. Looking For Calestyn
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#95 95. Battle in The Palace
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#94 94. Rucif Disguise
Last Updated: 2/7/2026#93 93. Beautiful Caily
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