My Perdition

My Perdition

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With the finger she had sucked, leaving it wet with her saliva, I went down to her intimate area, sliding my finger inside her without warning. She arched her hips upwards and suppressed the moan that was stuck in her throat.

"Moan for me, my delicious. I'm going to love hearing your moans," I said, moving my finger slowly inside her.

**

Isabela has just come out of a 15-year relationship. On the night of her divorce, devastated, abandoned and desolate, she decides to go out drinking in a deserted bar in the city. Heartbroken and destroyed, she decides to drown her sorrows in drink. But she never imagined that she would end up in the bed of a stranger. Just when she thought it was going to be a one-night stand, Isabela is asked to interview the newest sports star and she couldn't have imagined that it was him. The unknown man she had spent the night with.

Chapter 1

POV ISABELA

Something inside me is hurting. I'm shattered, and I don't know how to fix it. My heart is heavy and broken. I wanted to scream, but it wouldn't help; no one heard me. It hurts so much inside.

My chest was crushed with pain, a pain so deep and real that it led me to wonder if my heart was capable of breaking.

I slam the door of my car, setting off the alarm and looking around the dark road. I observed the lights of the only establishment in the area; it was a deserted bar, I would say, literally in the middle of nowhere. For a second, I questioned why there was a bar on this deserted street. There were no nearby houses or other establishments besides the bar.

Well, if it's open, there must be customers, right? Maybe it's more common than I imagine for people to seek deserted bars out there... or maybe they want to drown their sorrows away from everything and everyone like I'm doing now.

I took a deep breath once again, gathering the courage to approach the bar. I put my keys in my small handbag and walked slowly and carefully to the entrance of the bar.

“Delicious!” I heard a man's voice, and I jumped slightly from the scare. It was a drunk man lying on the sidewalk. Disgusting!

I ignored the presence of this disgusting man and entered the bar, always observing everything around me. After all, it was my first time here.

There weren't many people around; in fact, the tables and chairs were empty. A calm, low ambient sound was playing.

I approached the counter, sitting on one of the chairs there. I looked around for someone to serve me and soon spotted a man rising from behind the counter.

“Good evening,” he said kindly. “What would you like to drink?” he asked.

“The strongest drink you have.”

He smiled, analyzing me for a moment.

“Bad day?” he asked, taking a bottle of dark liquor and a small glass, placing the glass in front of me, and pouring the drink.

I didn't respond. I turned the glass of drink in one go, earning a startled look from the man.

“Wow,” he nodded. “No grimaces. You're strong!”

Indeed, I am very strong, and I'm not just talking about the drink.

He poured some more drinks into my glass.

“Why a bar in the middle of nowhere?” I asked curiously.

Again, he laughed.

At least someone here is happy, I thought.

“When I decided to open the bar here, they called me crazy,” he commented. “But, you know, it was the best decision I ever made. We don't have neighbors and no one to complain about the noise.”

“Hm,” I grunted, sipping my drink. “But, does it get busy?” 

“What brought you here?” he asked suggestively. And I realized that my thoughts when I arrived here were correct. Many people seek deserted places to get drunk.

“I'm having a shitty day. A shitty life.” I replied.

“I'm a good listener.” He pulled up a chair and sat in front of me on the other side of the counter.

“I just got divorced. A 15-year marriage...” I sighed, looking at my glass.

“Oh,” he said, surprised. “I'm sorry!” 

“Don't be.” It was the only thing I responded to because I still didn't know if my divorce was a relief for me or not.

The man in front of me stood up and smiled at something behind me that I didn't even bother to look at. My glass was more interesting!

“Noah!” the man said excitedly. “I'll attend to a customer," he informed me.

“Leave the bottle here,” I requested.

He looked at me hesitantly but left the bottle in front of me before going to attend to the customer who had just arrived.

I looked at my glass and then at the bottle about three times in a row. I picked up the bottle in my hands and started drinking straight from the neck.

“You drank the whole bottle." I heard the voice of the man whose name I still didn't know. I faced his face, which was also looking at me.

“You still haven't told me your name!” 

“I'm married!” He raised his hands in surrender, and we both burst out laughing. I was already drunk, for sure; I'm not used to drinking because, according to my ex-husband, that's something a vulgar woman does. Vulgar? If I'm vulgar, what is he? The man laughed because he laughed at everything anyway. “I'm kidding,” he said, stopping laughing. “I mean, I am married.” He stumbled over his words, making me laugh again. “My name is Liam. And you, a woman with a broken heart?” he asked. 

“Isabela.” 

“You drank the whole bottle. It's time to stop, don't you think?” I quickly denied it. “Isa,” he said, looking at me reproachfully.

“I'm fine!” I said it excitedly. “I'm happy. By the way, play a song I want to dance to.” I asked.

Without thinking twice, he moved away and I soon heard another song playing a little louder. A lively song!

I got up from the seat I was sitting on and walked over to a small dance floor there. At this point, I didn't even care if there were one or two other people around; I just wanted to dance and have fun. It's been many years since I danced and since I truly enjoyed myself. And today, I decided to allow myself.

Gradually, I started dancing to the rhythm of the music, smiling into the wind.

Before I knew it, a man was dancing in front of me. I'm not sure when that happened, but there he was, the man in front of me.

He extended his hand to me, and I handed mine to him, placing my hand on top of his. He lifted my arm, spinning me around, eliciting a genuine laugh from me. He laughed too, and what a beautiful smile he had.

He pulled me close to him, our bodies touching. His eyes looked at me intently; he was a little taller than me, so I had to tilt my head up to meet his beautiful blue eyes. His gaze shifted between my eyes and my mouth.

The music faded into the background, and I forgot I was in the middle of a bar; it felt like everything around us had disappeared, leaving just me and this stranger. He moved his hands from my waist up my back, sending a shiver down my spine that almost made me tremble. He firmly held the back of my neck and, without asking for permission, captured my lips with his.

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